CheRish everything in life....

2010-07-14T14:59:00.002+08:00

-=SurprIse=-

I'm back! finally updated my blog again!~.. i tot it was all gone~ lolz..
Ms Leow nearly wan to deleted my blog! lolz.. hMm.. some updates..

11 July

Went for Ashton and Vivien's ROM at Rochester park~! the place was beautiful.. hAa.. this couple invited me and bEe eng to witness this special occasion~! hAa.. HonesT vivien was beautiful~~! the bride always look the prettiest during the marriage don't u agreed? hAa.. Ashton was dashing as a prince~! hAa.. dressed in all white with a gold tie~ lolz.. We had great food and company~!.. i love the cupcakes!lolz..

CONGRATS to the newly wed!~ Mr and Mrs Yong~!~

2009-07-08T15:35:00.002+08:00

-=life is short=-

Sat received a shocking news tat my dear fren nic has passed awae due to an accident in Army... it was rather shocking and all of sudden.. images of nic came into my mind.. although we are not tat close but somehow i talked and joke with him when we will in our poly.. he is a bubbly guy and a person with no motive.. His smile can realli give u a peace of mind and everyone do enjoy talking to him.. Went to his funeral on sat and saw how sandy trying to be strong really hurts.. i feel realli sorry for sandy but hope she can pull herself together.. god is realli unfair for him.. will be praying sandy and nic's family to be strong..

Nic u will always be in my memories....

2009-06-05T14:20:00.004+08:00

-=Our anniversary=-

Meet up with dear for dinner to celebrate our anniversary... No surprises nor present.. jus wanted time to sit down and spend quality time together... we met at Jurong point.. fickle-minded mi was so undecisive wad to hab for dinner.. Dear always let me have the power wad we ate for dinner.. cos he wanted mi to eat smth tat i like.. But everytime have to make decision was stressful.. at the same time i have to think whether he will also enjoy the food and etc.. dear has been giving in alot and i can sense tat too.. i think seriously me behaviour got to change.. dear seems to noe me too well.. i ought to change for the better.. hAa..

soft shell crab Maki

Potato salad

Dear's Main course

My main course

Overall the food was delicious especially the soft shell crab.. hAa.. some pp even ate tat for main course... hAa.. will visit again.. btw.. it's BenTen cafe at Jurong Point..

2009-06-05T14:03:00.004+08:00

-=Michelle's BaBY=-

He was so Cute.. look like his dad..

2009-06-04T13:18:00.002+08:00

-=Back=-

Hi Peeps... i'm back from genting.. the trip was rush for us.. but indeed this few daes is the time we can spend together.. Well although it is a short trip but i enjoyed this trip.. didnt managed to go theme park but went to KL for shopping.. hAa.. bUt.. didnt managed to buy anything.. cos the price is also the same as in singapore.. This is also my first experience at the casino.. hAa.. realli an eye opener for me.. hAa.. Managed to play but doesnt like the feeling of it.. cos whenever i wanted to placed a bet.. my hands starts to shiver.. hAa.. well.. the only thing tat suits me will be jackpot lahz.. lolz.. cos i keep having free tries.. hAa.. i have lots and lots of pic to load.. hope to load them by next week.. cyAz..

2009-05-23T00:39:00.003+08:00

-=AweSomE=-

YEe Thanks for everything.. and certainly my password nber changes.. lolz..
thanks for helping me to change a new skin for this blog.. U ahz.. everytime surprise me.. hAa.. this will only make me miss u more u noe.. My life is going to get back on track.. with the same usual work and Work.. I was hoping u could come back and meet up with us.. U are Having ur Exam SOon.. Pls.. Study haRd.. which i noe u will.. Sad to heard tat u cant come back this yEar.. but I will keep praying for a miracle.. Maybe buying a small 4D or Tio a Small TotO.. sO that i can ShaRe abit of Burden.. bTW.. i still haven get ur add in AuSsie.. i'll call u sometime next week after my genting trip... MeanwhIle.. i Must nAg u AbiT.. StuDy sTudY StudY~!

PS: i ReaLli LoVe u.. Thanks fOr the hArd Wrk... U Make my DaE~!

2009-05-21T00:55:00.001+08:00

in case you don't see this!

YY, DONT YOU LIKE YOUR NEW BLOG? :)

many many love,
yEe

2009-05-13T21:28:00.003+08:00

-=Tampines=-

Monday meet up with joy, Nihui and michelle for lunch at toa payoh.. we went to pizza hut for their set lunch.. as it was lunch time, u will expect someone to lead you to ur seat and pass you the menu and etc.. but we waited at the pizza hut entrance and no one was there to lead us to the seats.. in fact we took the menu ourself and go straight to where there is available seats.. cant realli blame the staffs there.. there is only 2 staff in the restaurant itself and u can see the manager's face is black all the way.. hAa.. anywhere we still stay there despite the poor service provided...

after lunch we took a cab down to michelle's hse to look at Jayden Ho.. he is a cutie.. i tell u all ahz.. he super duper dao~! cos he nber smile at all.. no matter how we try... towards the end when we are about to go home and he was in his favourite "yao long" he finally smiled... hAa.. hAa.. no more writing.. look at his cute cute pic~!.. lolz.. had a great dae with them.. hope we can bring the kids out soon...

***** i just sign-in for Yy to post this blog post.
***** ops! Yy. dun angry k. jus nice that i still have your blog details. haha

2009-05-08T12:11:00.004+08:00

-=BIG ICE CREAM=-

hAa.. this post will be less emotional... i'm going to tell u all happy thing tat i did with my frenz..

meet up with xiao hua and gernice for dinner at sakae sushi on wednesdae.. we are at JURONG POINT! after which we decide to go for some dessert and there's this cafe at level 3 outside crystal jade called bentocafe.. they had veri nice dessert.. there's this special dessert tat caught my attention.. it's a super duper big ice cream which can shares 5 to 8 pp i guess.. can u imagine they took about 20 min to actually prepare this ice cream.. it's real huge and the 3 of us cant even finish half of it.. hAa.. well the picture will show u.. if u don believe well they also have dummy display.. haa.. u can see for yourself..

So if u realli wan can go and try it out.. lolz..

2009-05-08T11:41:00.004+08:00

Thankz...

Words cant express how thankful i am to all of them.. I'm alright now.. sorted my feeling and getting back on track. i wanted to thank alot of my fren for giving me advice and those who showers ur concern on me.. Thanks for being with me when my mind and soul is not my usual self.. when i think and gather all the advices which i heard, i knew tat the final decision is still made by me.. hAa.. I've been thinking alot.. i think i'm fortunate with frenz around me and of cos not forgetting bryan who stood by me.. i ought to change to really listen to the one i loved. i met new fren along the way and they are realli nice pp who listen to all my craps and tolerate my character. I feel great, in fact i did not lose anyone but gain more.. i will learn to appreciate their efforts and cherish them..

Dear - i always neglect ur feeling and think abt others.. i'm sorry.. when i realli understand what u are thinking i begin to realise tat what u told me is for my own good.. u are always protecting me but i didnt realise and quarrel with u over matters which we shldnt.. i promise to change.. i love u..

Elsa - Thanks for the advice although we are miles apart, i'm always surprise to receive ur call... I'm missing u.. come back soon ya..

Gernice - i'm happy cos there are no grudges between frenz and glad tat u all have patch things up.. seeing u walking out of the dark and heading for a brighter future.. i still prefer the happy and crappy u.. hAa..

Joy - bEe.. thanks for all the ride home.. U nber fail to think for others.. well it's time to open ur heart and let tat special person to come into ur life.. hAa..

Pokie - wOW.. i'm really suprised that u read my blog.. cos it's like decades since i blogged.. lolz.. Thanks for the concern and study hard for ur exam.. we'll meet up with the rest soon.. hAa..

W.C - A new fren which i knew less than a year.. but somehow there is this connection tat i think tat we have known each other for years.. Ur character and ur personality showed me how true you are to being a fren with me.. i appreciate it..

Thanks all for being my guardian angel.. i LoVe u..

2009-05-04T13:11:00.002+08:00

-=HaPpy=-

All incident are cleared and problems are solved.. i'm glad and a huge stone from my heart has finally placed down...

Now it's my problem tat is going to be solved.. I'm loss and helpless.. I really don noe wad to do.. I'm trying to get my mind straight and concentrate wad i actually need in my life..

I need some time to sort out wad i realli wan..

I need a break...

2009-03-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

-=BuSY BusY BusY=-

WOw.. i'm realli super busy with my life.. meeting frens after frenz and soon i will be going on a small trip with my frenz.. hAa..

However, i maybe neglecting tat someone in my life.. i noe he is always there for mi.. he cares abt mi although he nber saes it.. somehow i feel so terrible tat i have to neglect him for my frenz.. i'm realli sorry.. i noe u must had alot to sae to mi.. but if u nber tell mi, i will nber know it.. i wan to talk and listen to how u feel.. together for almost going 5 yrs is not easy.. but we managed to walk through together.. i don wan to add to ur burden but i wan to carry and walk with u.. i will always be a phone awae if u need me...

Start to miss the life i had in sch.. playing in class.. copying each other work, playing vball with buddies and etc~! hAiz~! time passes so quickly~!

TOdae is Jocelyn birthdaE~!~ HaPPy BirthdAE my GaLz~!!.. WE hAve A great Time at Scarlet HotEl~! And WE SeriouslY know that we are impt~! hAa.. U aRe impT to mi ToO GaL~! LovE YA..

I WiSh tAT my fREn will Be HaPpy...

2009-02-25T14:51:00.003+08:00

-=busy busy busy=-

ok better wrote smth here.. if not the girls are going to complain.. lolz..
weLl got a super busy life for this 2 month.. cos lots of meet ups, gathering and farewell party..

For your info, elsa is in Brisbane already.. this week she is going to start sch and start moving hse.. hAa.. so Pp.. she will be veri busy for this week.. if u wan to find her, find her next week which will be better.. lolz.. got to talk to her over msn.. but i think my msn sucks.. cos it seems to be lagging all the time.. haiz.. cant our IT department doing smth about it.. hEe..

weLl.. Met up new frenz and gather with old pals.. it was gd and we are being really healthy.. doing more sports and chatting more rubbish.. lolz..

Went to sentosa last sat.. the weather doesnt seems to be on our side.. i think we only played abt 1 hr and it started to rain non stop.. so spoilt-sport... sianz... But we are anot giving up.. We are going this sundae.. hAa.. So PP.. hope to c u all there too.. it's been realli long since we played volleyball.. hAa.. i'm going to have some tan as well.. lolz..

Ok blog till here... cyaz....

OH ya.. got some photo for ur leisure..

2009-01-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

-=Events=-

After Armin, i had realli alot of event going on...

-=10-Jan=-

Met up with Bee Eng one of my new fren.. hAa.. She looks pretty and super friendly...
i did not expect tat we hit off so well..
she is like a big sister to mi.. i can realli talk alot with her.. although i onli know her about 2-3mths plus but we do have alot of thing to chat.. lolz.. we went to V8 for dinner and TCC for drinks.. had a realli fun time with her... will meet up with her during feb.. with another person (pigGY) as well.. lolz.. hope to c them soon.. lolz..

-=12 Feb=-

Met up with some old fren for dinner.. went to swensens for dinner sat down and chit chat alot too.. i think my whole life is about talking.. lolz.. cos girls can realli talk non stop.. lolz.. chat till 10 plus cos the next dae everyone is working.. den we went home..

-=17-Feb=-

Met up with Ger and bEe for shopping for CNY clothes.. lolz.. and both of them realli waste my time loh.. let mi wait for them.. bEe is the worst.. we wait for her super long loh... den went to bukit timah to meet alvin for lunch den to beauty world to remove the mole on my ear cos it was not properly removed.. Den after tat went to orchard to start our shopping... didnt realli buy anything from far east.. hAa.. den after tat we went to soudoko for dinner.. ger asked mi to call sam for reservation.. so when we reached there, we no need to wait any further and we can start ordering.. hAa.. the food was delicious.. shall go back there to eat again.. lolz.. must bring Dear dear there to eat.. hAa.. Ger told us tat bugis street closed at 1 am, bUt it closed early loh.. when we finish our dinner most of the shop already closed.. den we went home.. hAa..

-=20-Feb=-

took half dae cos going down to UniSIM for interview for my cos.. dear also took half dae cos he want to collect his new car.. Now he super yaya with his new car loh.. well i starting to like his new car.. hAa..BTW i passed the interview and got myself as a student in UniSim.. will start sch in july if nth goes wrong.. congrats to me.. hAa..

-=21-Feb=-

Acc my colleagues, vivien to shop for her CNY clothing at bugis.. hAa.. i brought a sling bag and some earrings.. cannot go out with her de.. sure spend money.. hAa.. vivien also brought herself a bag, a dress and a shirt for her bf.. hAa.. we shop till 9 plus and had our dinner at food junction.. after tat we went home.. i reach home around 11 plus.. so tired.. but couldnt get myself to slp....

This few weeks i have a fun week.. miss yi.. cos she going overseas le.. haiz.. CAn u don GO!!! hAa.. so impossible to ask this stupid qns.. lolz.. byEe..

2009-01-14T15:25:00.001+08:00

-=Armin Van Burren Spining At Zouk!!!!=-

went to zouk last week to attend the number 1 DJ in the world. Zouk was super duper crowded tat dae.. we reached there around 10.20pm wait till 11.45pm den managed to get in..
Armin start spining at 1am but the place was already packed with people around 10 plus..
It was such a rare fate that i saw my primary school fren.. hAa.. he also noe alvin too.. but didnt managed to talk to him lah.. cos i shy!! lolz..

Around 1am, u cant hardly dance at all.. it was soooo super packed loh.. we are like squeezing here and there.. but the music was good.. i wan to learn trance moves.. lolz.. it was tiring but nice if u noe how to do it.. lolz.. took some pic with bee, vin and bee's fren.. hAa.. i really enjoy tat dae.. cos super fun!!! hAa..
Pic will upload soon...

2009-01-05T15:40:00.003+08:00

-=gifts from colleague=-

My colleague brought us some small gifts from aussie.. hAa.. i got this kangaroo from her.. we also have the famous nogaut from aussie...hAa.. the kangaroo is kinda cute.. i will put inside my office.. hAa.. C below...

2009-01-02T09:55:00.002+08:00

-=HaPPy NEw YEar=-

hALo EveryonE HaPpy neW Year.. i think everyone must have alot of fun counting down ya... well i also had mine but it was a small little gathering with dear and his loved ones... spend the whole nite at his grandma hse watching tv and chatting with his relatives... After tat dear and i went to marina barrage.. didnt realli walked till there.. but managed to c the fireworkz.. I don noe y.. but somehow fireworks makes mi happy.. the beautiful sparksz.. and the wonderful colours... But somehow.. this new years is jus another ordinary new year for me.. nothing special and nth great to talk abt.. relationship with dear is coming to 5 yr yet nth much to mention abt.. i like totally tired and lost in this relationship.. don noe how's my feeling towards this new year and to our relationship.. somehow it's jus so boring.. have to do the same thing for a repeated process.. i tried not to be so tighten alittle.. but somehow the problem is still there.. Realli don noe wad to do.. SO SIANZ.. i need some excitment in my life!!!!

2008-12-30T14:02:00.004+08:00

-=Karaoke and Zouk=-

ERm.. Botanic gardern picnic was cancelled cos xiao hua cannot make it.. so me and ger decide to go K.. We asked Bee and Alvin to join along.. initially we wanted to go Clementi and sing but in the end, bEe cannot make it.. We go to chervons and sing instead.. Michael join us shortly.. hAa.. Alvin and Michael can realli be a couple sia.. cos they keep singing duet.. lolz.. i think we sang alot of repeated song from Jay and SHE.. lolz.. they even changed the lyrics of the song siaz.. lolz.. we sang till evening den me and ger went home and get ready to go orchard.

We decide to look for xiao hua at orchard but she end work early.. All Ger's fault cos she make mi wait till 8 plus.. in the end we meet xiao hua at raffles place and had Thai express for dinner.. chatted for a while den we headed down to Zouk to wait for bee and alvin.. hAa..

Tat night was a crowded nite.. special Guest DJ Ferry Corsten... It was so packed and crowded.. The music was power and we danced till 4plus in the morning.. hAa.. Didnt realli noe that Bee was a beginner shuffler... tot she learn it long time ago.. lolz.. Alvin danced till veri tired also.. lolz.. We took some pic too... hEe..

-=MaRriot Hotel=-

Sundae Meet FannY, Jason, Tiffany, Joshua and Jac for high tea at Marriot Hotel.
Haa.. SuPer DuPer long nber meet up with Jac le.. she is still the same "xiao Hai Zi".. Lolz.. She is so busy tat she can only meet us after 3 yrs lei.. hAa.. Chat with them a little.. i expect the food to be only cakes and dessert.. bUt.. there was laksa, Bak ku teh, Some finger food and eTc... didnt expect them to actually give us christmas gift lei.. so pai sei tat i nber brought anything.. in the end went with dear to far east to buy a small gift for them.. after tat went to fanny hse for Mahjong.. hAa.. i veri long nber play le loh.. hAa.. in the end lost money.. All fanny's fault.. make mi sit in front of the Tv.. distract me siaz.. lolz.. i enjoyed the company.. hope there's more to come.. lolz.. Photo is with fanny.. will upload soon...

2008-12-23T09:18:00.005+08:00

-=Dec=-

WAh.. Dec is A SuPEr Long And Busy Month for me.. Having Been Veri Busy going out and having parties during this month.. hAa.. below is an quick update of wad i have been doing for this month..

-=6-Dec to 9-Dec=-

HonGkonG Trip!!! hAa.. Went to Hong kOng With my Colleagues.. The First trip after my graduation.. well spent quite alot of money.. but i realli enjoy myself during the trip.. took alots of photo.. hAa.. if u wan to c.. go facebook and friendster.. cos it's realli alot and don have the time to load all.. hAa..

-=12-Dec=-

ComPany DiNnEr And Dance.. Theme is back to school...

Borrow from my ex-colleague, sister Jamie uniform.. hAa.. everyone have a great luff and sae tat i realli look like a student.. hAa.. well.. i have the student face.. hAa.. had a realli enjoyable time at the D&D.. hAa..

-=16-Dec=-

Start of kick boxing class...

Haa.. register for kick-boxing class.. the first lesson went with Jean.. it had so many action to remember and the instructor was damn funny and super fit loh.. lolz.. forget to sae the instructor was a guy not a gay.. cos he look like veri man man type.. hAa.. Veri tiring but fun lah.. Jean's expression make mi luff and luff.. lolz.. todae shall c her pattern again.. lolz..

-=19-Dec=-

ST JAMES POWER STATION...

it was a day before elsa's birthdae took this opportunity to celebrate her birthdae for her.. I think i was kinda crazy tat dae.. they all veri bad.. gang up and make mi drink.. HeLLo... IT's not my Big Dae.. Elsa should be the one drinking.. hAa.. I tot our motive is to make Kris Drunk.. how come change target ahz.. lolz.. Well meet up with felice and her fren too... bEe and vin come down slightly later... hAa.. wHEn can i realli learn shuffle? if i learn tat, no need to go kick boxing liao.. jus jump here and there can liao.. lolz.. must ask vin to teach.. hAa..
LEt's Thanks GER for the table.. hAa.. CheErs...

-=22-Dec=-

MeeT up with My PolY Girlz..

MEet them AT citY for DiNner.. AManda and Zhirui nber join us.. cos Amanda got lips infection and zhirui got to OT.. sianz.. veri long nber have a gathering with them as in all of us is present.. We went to pIzza hse and order spag, munchies and pizza.. the food was so so.. lolz.. after tat we went to our usual place TCC to sit down and have coffee.. hAa.. WAd amazed me was the belated birthdae present they give mi.. hAa.. Pls take a look below.. hAa.. my face turn red once i saw this present.. hAa.. girls thanks for the effort to give mi this present ahz.. hAa.. "appreciated" it.. lolz..

-=Counting down=-

This coming week i'm going to botanic garden and Meet up with my ITE frenz.. hAa..
Shall have lots of fun coming up again.. lolz.. Shall UpdaTe Soon.. CyAz..

2008-12-05T09:58:00.004+08:00

-=Birthdae celebration=-

Yesterdae Was a HaPpy Dae for me... I got wishes from all my family, friends and colleagues.. Thank god for giving me the best and allow me to enjoy myself even though i need to work... Frenz and colleagues thanks for ur wishes and i realli enjoy myself yesterdae...

-=2nd Dec=-
Xiao hua and xiaoli celebrate my birthdae for mi on 2nd Dec.. It's been a long time since i meet up with them.. We meet At Jurong point for dinner and they brought mi a cake.. Chatted with them till 1 plus and reach home abt 2.. So TirEd.. but a fruitful meeting with them.. Shed some hAppy Tears.. and i gonna miss xiao hua when she left for canada... she asked mi a qns,"are u going to get married next yr?".. i was shocked and tell her not so soon lah.. cos she sae she cannot attend my wedding for the next 3 yrs.. feeling abit sad.. but i told her the wedding bells is not so soon.. They give me a Agnes B HP Strap.. jus simply love it.. and esp the card.. hAa.. We took some photo using xiaohua camera, will upload soon.. hAa..

-=4th Dec=-

I think i am one of the happiest girl in the world.. Receive blessing from my fren early in the morning.. thankz dudes.. realli appreciated it.. Felt so touched..
My colleague also celebrate my birthdae for mi.. so hAppy.. i think other than happy i don have any words to describe my feeling.. hAa..

Elsa Met Up with me During lunch time and pass me my present.. tot she was going to give me a sexy lingerie.. hAa.. wad touches me the most, was the card she gave mi.. nearly cried reading it.. She ahz.. wan to make mi miss her and cry onli.. hEe..

i suggest to dear to bring mi to west coast plaza for dinner.. Went to NEW york NEW york.. the food was nice.. forget to take down wad we ate.. hAa.. after tat we walked around the place and went home.. My present from dear was nearly half of the sponsor for my Hong Kong trip.. heE..

I think god has been good to mi.. allowing my fren to stand by mi whenever i'm in need.. it's time for mi to be more independent and get to know the world.. fRenz thanks for standing by my side.. i will be more independent and finish my studies as promised.. love ya..

Pics taken at Company...

2008-12-01T17:04:00.002+08:00

-=BloGGing timE=-

Yesterdae my parent treat mi to dinner as my birthdae is coming.. Went with Dear, My 4th auntie and my family.. total 5 of us.. we went somewhere around holland v to eat XO fish bee hoon and lots of dishes.. hAa.. Order quite alot of dishes.. eat till stomach burst siaz.. lolz..

After that we went further down as my parent wan to buy lottery.. was so surprised that they have the live telecast of the lottery.. alot of pp stand down there and watch, at the same time to take down the winning numbers.. hAa.. this is my first time tat i saw live telecast.. hAa.. after watching we walk around the place and saw the horse betting centre.. my dad bring us go in.. there was so many pp.. hAa.. we placed bet on the last race.. hAa.. forget to take down.. as this is my first time placing bet on horse.. hAa.. wE NEARLY won the bet.. if we won, each person can split around 100plus lei.. bUt WE didnT Win.. hAa.. if not.. yesterdae we will be eating FOC.. lolz.. tOO Bad...

-=HK Trip=-

Was so excited for the Hongkong trip tat is coming.. hAa.. don have the mood to work.. hAa.. Hope everything goes on smoothly.. don wanna have any accident.. hAa..
HONGKONG I'M COMING!!!!!!!!!!

YEAHZ!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-30T12:36:00.001+08:00

A SonG that touched my heart...

歌曲：给我一首歌的时间
歌手：周杰伦专辑：魔杰座

雨停下的天空灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这世界上
我晒干了承诺灰的更冲动
就算这次做错也只是怕错过

在一起吵分开了错
是不是说没有做完的梦最错
雨落的好我能承受
在最后的出口再爱过了才用

能不能给我一首歌的时间

紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远

在我的回忆里不用太多失眠

如果你想忘记我也能适应

能不能给我一首歌的时间

把故事听到最后才说再见

你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天

如果你怀疑的心依然勇气当作鄙夷

被淋湿的天空灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺灰的会很冲动
就算这次做错也只是怕错过

在一起吵分开了吵
是不是说没有做完的梦最错
雨落的好我能承受
在最后的出口再爱过了才有用

你说我不该不该
不该在这个时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说过的力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我只有阴天的回忆

你说我不该不该
不该在这个时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说过的力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
你说我不该不该在这时候才说爱你
要怎么证明我没有说过的力气
我只有阴天的回忆

2008-11-29T22:12:00.000+08:00

-=An Experience which everyone will go through=-

Todae is the last dae for dear's grandma funeral... she died at the age of 89years old.. leaving all her beloved loved ones behind.. She is fortunate to lived till this age to c all her great grandsons and daughters.. Todae i went down with dear and her family.. When i reached there, everyone is looking utterly sad.. u can c pp crying all the way through the whole process.. my hearts pain when i saw pp crying.. life is so fragile indeed.. a week ago, i still saw her grandma looking gd.. a week later she has passed awae.. i think this is the process of life and death that everyone will go through.. Dear's grandma has strong will power to live.. doctor actually predicted that she will passed away two weeks ago.. but she struggle through this two weeks.. She was buried in choa chu kang Cemetery.. This is the first time which i follow through the whole process... i'm having mixed feeling now.. feeling utterly sad and loss at words.. don noe how to continue writing.. shall end here..

PS: Pls do cherish everything and anything in life.. you may not have a second time to do so..

2008-11-29T21:47:00.008+08:00

-=Picture=- upload..

These picture will taken at costume costume..

Do i Look Like A CHinA SchOlAr??

-=I dO Look NiCe With A SailoR HaT=-

Modern ya huan??

Trying To Act SuPer DuPEr CuTe...

PIc taken with Dear's Cousin son and daughter..

This little girl and guy is pretty and handsome.. the girl called ziwei.. everyone called her "small chilli".. cos she has a fiery temper but she everytime like to stick with mi.. hAa.. she call mi Yy jie jie.. lolz..

Mi And ZiWei

This little boy call kaijie.. he is veri handsome lei.. he got two dimple when he smiles.. i'm so attracted to him.. he also like to stick with mi.. cos everytime i will call him noti boy.. he will luff like hell.. hAa..
How i wish i have a handsome son like him..

Me and KaiJie

2008-11-25T20:55:00.002+08:00

-=REst In PeAce=-

Heard a sad news todae.. dear's grandma passed awae todae at 6.15pm.. Dear sms mi todae telling mi this sad news.. but didnt go down todae.. think i shall go down tml.. paying a last respect to the dead... Auntie and her slibings must be feeling sad but they are also mentally prepare to face this...

Life is fragile.. To aLL who always wanted to end their life.. pls cherish it.. as u only have this moment of happy times and sad times.. we don noe when we will meet again.. So EnjOy every mOmEnt of your life...

2008-11-23T22:18:00.002+08:00

-=UPdATes=-

LiFe Has bEen GOinG on SmooThly... HaPpen QuiTE aLot of ThinG.. but DOn intEnd to SAe it OUt HeRe.. JuS SOmE HappY MemOriEs will Do...

-=CoStumE=-

LoOkInG for CosTuMe For DiNnEr aNd DaNce.. wEnt To CosTumE CosTumE WiTh My ColleAgUe, VivIen.. Had A FUn ANd gREAt DAe.. COs We Did DrEss Up And TaKe a FeW PIC seCretly.. LOlz... AlsO HaVe DiNnEr TogEtheR From 8 To 10 pm.. waH.. Tat's Was A Long dInnEr.. hAa.. We ChAttEd all tHe WaY DurIng DinNer.. SHe Has a Similar personality with gernice.. everytime i TaLk to Her.. It rEmInDs Me of GerNiCe WhEn We were BaCK in SEc Sch... HoW i WisHed to See GerniCe usUal SelF AGain.. BUt it SeEms So ImPoSSIble...PIcs TAken At COsTuME CosTume wiLL upLoad soon.. hEe..

-=cAr=-

Dear BroUgHT A neW Car TodAe.. WEnT to NiSSan ShoWrOOm toDAe tO lOOk FOr hIs COusIn.. DEar BrOUgHt a NIsSan LAtIO SPorTs.. QUiTe StyLiSH aNd SPorTy.. SuiTs deAr tOO.. hAa..WaITinG FOr COE aNd MayBe He wiLL be Able to GEt HIs CAr in Dec.. WiLL UpLoAd hiS laTeSt CAr If i GOt ANy CHaNces.. hAa..

-=wOrK=-

A NeW ColleaGue Jus Join Us THis month.. wEnt to NTU for WelcOme DInnER.. ORdERed RiDeYe And Mocha WiTh IcE crEam.. ThE FoOd wAS SO so.. NoT reaLli bAD or Tasty.. HaD a Karaoke SesSIOn after tAt.. hAa.. Think my CollEaGUe, ViVien aNd ElyNn Were prEttY craZy.. LOlx.. QuiTE EnJOy MySElf in THis DePartmeNT and EnJOy my Work.. THanKs to ED DepArtmEnt for TeAChinG me, EsP SOM DepaRtmEnt...

wEll GeT to KnoW 2 nEw fREn tOo, a GUy aND A GirL... hAa.. TheY are So FUnnY and cUTe.. SEriouS in work and aBlE to hAndlE it Well.. Well i THink MuSt LeARn From THeM lIAo.. hAa.. i Always Play arouND During WorK.. SHoULd Be MOre SeRIouS And HAve SOmE FoCUs.. hAa.. ThaNKs Wen CHin and BeE EnG.. ADd sOmE liFe inTO my WorK.. hAa..

2008-10-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

-=busy=-

Hi PP.. due to busy life... i jus cant blog everyday.. hAa.. jus a quick update of everything ya..

-=HappY memories=-

Last week was dear dear birthdae.. dint manage to celebrate with him but did suprise him a little.. hEe..

On the day of his birthdae, I lie to him that i will be going home and not celebrating his birthdae... but i managed to gang up with his mum and went to buy a birthdae cake for his birthdae.. i tot that he will end work early that i do.. who noes he need to stay back a little late to do his work.. so i waited at his hse for him to come back..

He not knowing that i was in his hse.. called mi to chat when he was on his way home.. we chatted till he reach his carpark. when he came home.. i jus jump out from the kitchen and suprise him.. hAa.. i asked him whether he was suprise he sae he was not.. so sad rite.. i purposely rush down from work.. but i noe he did appreciate.. cos he was shocked when he saw me.. hEe..

-=sad memories=-

A few weeks ago, dear and i went to buy arowana for his fish tank.. spend quite alot on the fish and tot that it will not die so fast..

Shocking news is tat it died on the 12-Oct in the morning.. i can see tat dear was sad.. cos he put in effort and money for the fish.. i console him and told him maybe we can get a new one.. in another coming weeks.. he sae he will think abt it.. haiz.. hope i can give him another suprise soon..

-=Frenz=-

Well maybe fren indeed are hard to forget.. all of us will meet new ones and tends to forget the old one.. how i wish i can find back my primary sch frenz.. however it is hard to do so.. i have lost all the contact and even add.. but do hope we'll meet someday..

FREnz pls don ever forget ur old frenz...

2008-09-30T23:01:00.014+08:00

-=PicS=-

HAa.. it's picture time.. these are some of the pic to update wad i'm doing recently.. had also took some pic of joven(dear's cousin son).. look at how he pose.. i think he is photogenic.. lolz.. enjoy...

This are the pics i took at Qian hu, fish spa with my mum...

-=Mi and MummY=-

-=My MuMmy enjoying the spa=-

-=look at the fishes=-

-=Joven=-

-=He is sooOo cOOl...=-

-=Now he is WantEd for Being So Cool=-

ShAll.. put in more pics soon.. cyAz..

2008-09-29T16:47:00.003+08:00

-=New Hair Cut=-

WAh.. got my new hair cut and dye my hair on sat.. hAa.. yee saw mi todae and she was like :"huh u cut ur hair".. lolz.. A new hair cut which make myself look like i was living in the 80s.. hAa.. well at least i get a new look for the time being.. lolz.. if you wan to c my hair meet mi up.. lolz..

-=sad and disappointed=-

Well called SIM todae.. cos they sae they did not receive my employment contact thingy.. i ask the person when will i receive the confirmation.. but sad to hear that i will only be taking the cos in July.. WTH!!!!! they sae that due to overwelming repsonse.. they will postponed my application.. haiz.. have to wait for their reply on oct.. god.. please be fair to me.. sob sob...

2008-09-25T12:02:00.002+08:00

-=Wad is BloGger DOing=-????

i blogged yesterdae but somehow it doesnt appear.. wasted my time sia.. don feel like repost again.. i will jus give a short account..

-=zhi rui's birthdae=-

for rui's birthdae i did put in effort to make her a nice and memorable birthdae's present.. okie elsa did help mi with the wrapping.. hAa.. make her a photo board which consist of our photo and of cos my gang(kat, lydia, pokie, manda, joy and mi).. although it is nothing much but it is my sincerity ya.. lolz.. forget to take down the pic.. haiz.. maybe will ask zhuirui to took one photo and send to mi.. hAa.. we went Ministry of Food for dinner, the food was delicious and the dessert was fantastic.. hAa.. we will luckily to get the manager to help us sing a birthdae song for zhirui.. hAa.. i tell u wad.. zhirui was blushed... super duper blushed.. cos the manager was hyer active.. not only she feel so pai sei.. we too ya.. hAa.. but thanks to Jerry, manager or supervisor for helping us to celebrate rui's birthdae.. a good service that must be compliment... hAa..

-=SIM university Here i Come=-

Well i registered for SIM uni.. degree in marketing.. feel abit regret and hope i can change to business.. hAa.. but i think it's quite impossible.. todae still need to go down SIM after work to hand in the contact employment thingy.. hope tat everything will be good.. and i can really start sch soon... now it's the time to juggle between work and study... hope both will goes on smoothly.. less workload and less project.. wahAha...

-=Fish Spa=-

Ok saturdae i went to fish spa with mum and dear at qian hu.. dear was generous enough to pay for the spa.. hAa.. it was $10 bucks for half an hour.. so those pp who had alot of dead skin to be cleared.. the time has come for you to go.. hAa.. had a great time with my mum at the fish spa.. she was giggling now stop all the way.. managed to took some pics.. but unable to load.. will load it soon.. hAa..

-=心灵感应=-

yesterdae morning dear send mi an msg.. it somehow feel so strange.. cos i was thinking to send him a msg too.. feel so happy when i saw his msg.. it was like 心灵感应。。。but after tat he told mi that he was jus testing his phone.. so sad rite.. hAa.. but i know tat we got the connection between each other.. hEe :)

2008-09-17T11:32:00.002+08:00

wOrk woRk WorK...

Right now my work has been fine.. my workload is not as heavy as the rest of my colleagues... they have been a nice soul helping mi with even though they are busy.. i was fortunate as yEe also found a job near mi.. we managed to went out lunch or shopping during lunch-time and hearing each other complaining abt workload.. lolz.. Right now, the level of stress is still managable.. but soon i will need to have more responsibility.. still wondering a person who cannot take stress like me is now facing the Society with new challenge each day.

Study...

Had been pondering whether to study.. encouragement from my family and dear give mi courage to come to this decision... i gonna study at SIM uni - taking part time cos.. still thinking whether to take business or marketing.. Hope i will come to a decision soon... Sch will start in Jan this mean more stress and load from work and study.. Hope to strike a balance between work and study.. will be going down for registration this sat with dear to check out the cos and fees... i will put in effort for study so that when the time comes for graduation, i will be proud of myself.. :P

PS: I love My family and Dear..

2008-06-09T13:23:00.003+08:00

-=Life-=

Account of life.........

True to sae tat everyone will experience death... It only depends on how long god gives u ur life.. If god gives u a long life doesnt mean tat he wants u to suffer, he gives u a chance to help others.. However, if god gives u a shorter life span, doesnt mean tat he wants to let u suffer, he wants u to be by his side earlier... There's a saying tat good pp have a shorter life and bad pp live longer... sometimes this words jus came true.. however not everytime this saying is rite...

My life was filled with wonderful pp.. from birth to who i am now.. However, there will still be someone who wanted to break my heart... my heart bleeds.. but somehow, i don seems to be bothered with it anymore... wadever i can sae, i said.. it is up to individual to judge.. For your info, i still lived as it is.. as nothing can break or make my heart bleeds.. i Still lived as wonderful as before.. Have to SeE everyone changes which i still stand as it is, doesnt matter.. as long i am who i am...

2008-05-22T21:47:00.011+08:00

-=Finally graduated=-

I have finally graduated... but somehow i still miss my life in school... although everytime i wake up late and miss lesson.. but somehow the life in sch is fullfilling.. it will not be the same again.. as all of us started our new life in the new society... gathering will become lesser and lesser... my plan is to work for this one year den continue my studies new year... of cos i wan to get a degree so tat i can work for smth i really wanted to work as... hAa.. took some pics during the graduation and i'm gonna miss them lots... the next gathering is on the 22 june.. so we are going for a picnic or bbq at manda hse.. hAa..

Pics taken with Mr yeow (director of business school)

pokie, me, manda and zhirui

yi ,kris, xiaojun and mi

graduated with my best buddy (almost 9 yrs of frenship)

Brother , mi and deaR

(They are the ones who represent my parents)

HweE Koon, mi and serene

Serene, mi and xiao jun

My TP Gang

The two capitaLand retail gold and silver students
Lydia, mi(i'm not the award winner) and kat

hAa...

Took with HTM "yan daos"... lolz...

Mi and my favourite lecturer, Mr Allen Roche
He is the one who called mi "yew tee"

-_-" hAa....

sEe his popularity...

he is one of the handsome lecturer too...

hAa...

In Memory of IR03...

wIth Mr Ho...

2008-04-28T12:50:00.000+08:00

-=bAcK TO WORK=-

LAST FRIDAE I WAS SICK.. BUT NOW I WAS WELL AGAIN.. BACK TO WORK WORK WORK... I STILL THINK TAT STUDYING IS MUCH MORE FUN THAN WORKING.. AT LEAST WE CAN HAVE FUN AND GOSSIP AROUND.. BUT AT WORK.. I HARDLY OPEN MY GOLDEN MOUTH.. HaA.. LAST SAT HAB A SMALL GATHERING AT YI'S SECOND HOME.. LOLZ.. PLAY WITH CHOU CHOU.. SHE REALLI LOOK LIKE A SMALL LION.. LOLZ.. SO CUTE... BTW.. WE COOKED THE DINNER TOGETHER.. HaA.. IT WAS FUN AND WE REALLI ENJOYED THE FOOD.. HaA.. HOPE ANOTHER GATHERING WITH MORE PP AND MORE FOOD.. LOLZ.. THIS SAT THERE MAYBE A GATHERING WITH MY COUSIN.. AFTER TAT WILL BE DEAR'S DAD AND MY DAD BIRTHDAE.. FOLLOW BY POLY OUTING WITH THE GIRLS.. AFTER WHICH IS TP GRADUATION CEREMONY.. HaA.. HOPING ALL TAT TO COME SOON.. CYAZ...

2008-04-23T13:04:00.002+08:00

-=outing may be postponed==-

helo pp.. although i maybe energetic to organise the outing but due to missing people, the outing may be postponed to a later date... most of us will be going melody's birthdae so tat dae might be a gathering for everyone.. hAa.. cos there's food, drinks, game and at the same time we can celebrate melody's birthdae..

Congrat to those who have successufully find a job, or attend into the uni u wan ... For those who are unable to.. don worry.. there is still a postive path for u ya.. take care and keep mi update of urself ya.. as work is busy and so is studies.. i do hope we can meet up soon ya.. hope to c everyone during the graduation as we are the pionner batch... let us bring glory to TP.. lolz.. take carez.. miss ya...

2008-04-18T13:09:00.003+08:00

-=gathering=-

Okie Pp.. we are going to have our official graduation ceremony.. so i will be organising a gathering for u all to meet up... all the details will be send to ur email..

pp are grouped in twos.. the grouping is i anyhow put wan... so don be offended

grouping as follow:

yingying and pokie
amanda and kat
joy and melody
lydia and zhirui
serene and xiaojun
kris and hweekoon
elsa and berlin

please do mi a favour by letting ur partner know ya.. thankz for doing a gd deed.. hEe...

reply by 22/4/08.. cyaz..

2008-04-17T13:04:00.003+08:00

-=Welcome Dinner=-

yesterdae there is a last minute meeting at 5.30 to go through this coming year progress and expectation... it ended at 6.30 and coming up is the welcome dinner for mi and another colleague.. the place was called Himawari Japanese Restaurant... located at Neil Road Branch 114 Neil Road Singapore 088852.. This restaurant was renowned for its Japanese ala-carte buffet with over 80 different dishes which includes shabu shabu, which has helped gain awards and recommendations from local media such as The Straits Times, Wine & Dine as well as with Japanese publication, Shin Nichi Ho.. each person cost abt 36++.. if u like sashimi, u must go there.. the food was fresh and there was Karaoke too... it will be better for group booking.. lolz.. a colleague (which i don noe him at all) of the same company drove us there.. well i was having a slight fever but it did not stop my liking for japanese food.. hAa.. stay there about 9 plus, ten after tat ask dear is he convenient to fetch me home.. i think next time can organise gathering there cos got ktv session and at the same time u can enjoy ur dinner..

-=relationship=-

well everything jus went on fine... try not to think too much.. jus spend time with each other is enough... i find out tat love is like a tattoo... cos once u are in it, it is hard to erase and forget.. it will be with u forever unless u lost ur memories. it is hard to erase and to forget.. hope to have more outing with my loved ones.. as i think time is precious... i cant wait till i lose it den start to cherish..

coming up will be some gathering with HIC people, bodyshop staffs and ITE frenz... miss them.. do they miss me? lolz.. cant wait to see them soon.. cyaz...

2008-04-14T12:40:00.002+08:00

-=short weekend=-

had spend some time with dear during the weekends... manage to went to the turtle museum... saw quite alot of strange turtle that i have nber saw before... saw a aligator turtle, it can break off the trees with its claws.. saw some turtle tat need to lived in water while some lived on sea... haa.. i took one video of 3 turtle who wanted to climb out of the tanks... hAa.. however, due to their huge shell, they are unable to stack on each other.. lolz.. will up load the video and photo soon... btw, the turtle museum is at chinese garden... it cost 5 bucks per person... gd to explore and take alook.. esp those with kids.. lolz.. will upload the pic and video(if i noe how to do it) soon around friday den can upload... hAa.. cyaz..

Ps: shall try not to talk abt relationship matters here..... thankz for all the concern frenz... love ya..

2008-04-10T14:02:00.002+08:00

-=WOrk=-

yoz... i'm at work now.. but my in charge go out for meeting le.. start to do PO and SO... with the help of my colleagues able to do it without any difficulties... but abit boring.. cos nothing to do... but hope tml will get more thing to do...

-=frenz=-

meet yi yesterdae and she brought along her chou chou (smelly)... veri noti cos she did smth bad.. lolz... i think this will be an unforgettable incident ya.. lolz..

-=relationship=-

do noe how to handle.. i don noe how long distance relationship are able to survive... of cos mine is not a distance type.. but somehow feelings slowly faded.. not close as we used to be... you no longer show the kind of enthu in our relationship... i think we prefer to enjoy with our frenz better than each other company... how i wished i was ur fren... able to spend more time with u and eat with u... having the kind of jokes u had with ur frenz.. i long for tat.. by somehow we jus cant... it is difficult to spend time with u alone without any interruption... i'm getting tired.. and beginning to let go........

2008-04-09T12:58:00.004+08:00

-=Work at the same time not forgetting leisure=-

okie i'm now working in a new company.. the environment is good... the people are also friendly.. started to learn to work and having to wake up early in the morning... having to squeeze mrt with people and returning home on time... quited bodyshop last month.. miss my fellow colleague.. the last day was the best.. having to hit our sales target and get the commission... it was also my first and last time working in the body shop warehouse sales... quite fun and busy... most impt is we hit the target too... commission was obviously high.. hAa... i will visit them soon.. cos need to get smth there.. hAa..

meet up my poly mates last week for steamboat.. everyone was there except zhirui.. she was working... think have to plan meet up earlier so that she can have her off dae and spent the time with us.. hAa.. i think not onli mi.. everyone miss her... i also terribly miss sch... i noe tat sch start next week but i wont have the time to go back le... i still can go back two times and it is also the final time..

hope to meet up with my frenz soon esp, sec school frenz.. i think we havent meet up for a long time..

2008-02-27T21:21:00.002+08:00

-=yeah=-

finally the exam are over.. now i'm looking for job le.. anyone got lobang in office job can tell mi k.. lolz... this few daes i'm doing nothing so pp please ask mi for mahjong and chilling.. hAa.. go CHIONG also can.... hAa... tat's ya...

2008-02-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

-=WenT shoPPing=-

WOo hOO.. finally got the chance to go shopping yesterdae... so shiok.. i brought 2 sets of CNY clothes.. hAa.. spent abt 150++ haa.. so shiok.. it's been such a long time tat i went shopping at orchard... went shopping with 2 of my cousin yesterdae... can u imagine tat we only went far east ONLY!!!! lolz.. it was so crowded yesterdae... i met quite alot of pp yesterdae... hAa.. i think singapore is sooooo small cos we can only go selected shopping malls.. hAa.. tomolo is the final project submission... after this i think i must get ready for the work society.. hAa.. so excited...

todae nothing to do at home.. cant since to study the quiz.. hAa.. but try to.. my mum help mi dye my hair todae... the colour was like dark red.. hAa.. but not bad.. at least it get rid of some of my white hair.. hAa...

pics we taken at the middle of orchard road!!!

mi and quiling

Mi and Quihui

wOo... WE are BlurRed

hAa.. we are clear...

2008-01-31T20:56:00.000+08:00

-=no More presentation=-

YEahz... no more presentation.. the last one is todae and no more... haa.. but kinda nervous todae.. i think my presentation doesnt go well.... hAa.. but don care le.. cos ended le... hAa.. now rushing for the last project and quiz.. and i can relax abit and wait for my final exam... hAa.. 3 yrs passes so quickly.. i have started to miss my gals already... miss the bubble tea we have and the camp we attend.. hAa.. hope we will meet up soon after we graduate.. although i do not live in the east area but when u all turn 21st i will turn up for ur celebration ya.. hAa...

Some photo taken yesterdae and todae..

They are the joy of my life!!!!

wad is fei fei doing? act cute? lolz..

They are my support for my project.. hAa...

My two other groupmates, kailin and pong...

Haa.. we are just resting our hands...

A final Pic with my group members... miss them..

Chinese NeW yEar COming Soon..

CNY is coming and i haven get anything for myself.. going broke too.. haiz.. wad to do sia.. trying so hard to save money.. but somehow the money jus went lesser and lesser.. hAa.. sat going shopping with my cousin.. hAa.. it's time to do some shopping.. going to get some new clothes for my wardrobe... hAa.. bTw.. getting fatter.. sianz.. must try to diet abit le.. toopid project.. make mi eat all the junk food to release stress... going to cut down now.. hAa.. hope can lost some weight before CNY.. hAa..

2008-01-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

-=left with 1 presentation, 1 project, 1 quiz and 2 main exam=-

time passes so quickly, i'm only left with 1 presentation which is tml, 1 project on Monday, 1 quiz on tuesdae and 2 main exam on the 25 and 26 of feb... so quickly i'm going to end my poly times.. soon i'm gonna miss my poly life... fridae i going to end the career fair... not going to continue for uni for the time being cos i wan to gain experience in the industry... hAa...

ShAll End hErE... going to prepare for my slides...

2008-01-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

I HATE THE PERSON WHO INVENT GAMBLING SYSTEM

Y do we have betting system in singapore.. is it the country wan to earn another source of income from us... yyYyYyY? i hate gamblers... i hate the person who invent gambling system... y did he/she on earth have to set up this kind of thing... he/she wan to tear up a happy family... doesnt he/she noe tat alot of family have broken up... i REAlly HATE the PERSON who invent this!!!!!!!! he should at least set a limit... he/she like to c pp quarrel and etC.......

so angry till i don noe wad to write...

I SIMPLY HATE THE INVENTOR!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

Confession to my dear....

Sometime i feel that my feeling for him drifted away.. but sometime i feel tat i'm so in love with him... When i'm alone, he is on my mind.. well he is not those romantic kind but he always get mi wad i want.. maybe i'm too rely on him le... hope to get his immediate attention... he always shower mi with his concern... wOrds can explain how u treated me... Jus wan u to stay by my side... LOve u....

Valentine's dae is coming.. cant think of any gift for u.. i noe that dae u are having ur lesson.. it doesnt matter to me whether we are celebrating anot.. cos every single dae i'm with u it's valentine's... I jus wan to be with u whenever i have the time... dEAr thanks for tolerating me.. LoVe ya...

2008-01-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

-=WondErful belAted XmAs present=-

Fanny came and look for mi todae... so long nber c her le.. miss her alot.. well she came and give mi a xmas gift.. hAa... guess what she give, it's 5 undergarment... i was like DOtx... hAa.. this is not my first time to receive it.. but it's the first time i receive 5... lolz...

hAa.. nice pic.. with a sexy ladies infront.. hAa...

-=Two more project, 2 more presentation and 2 more main exam to go=-

Been struggling for a week, having lack of sleep and etc... feel a sense of accomplishment when we finish two projects.. hAa.. thankz to my groupmates esp fei fei and zhirui.. hAa.. always consolidate the project and make sure the whole thing is linked.. love them to bits.. feel so lucky in this group..

Zhirui and Lydia

Zhirui and mi

Mi and Lydia

I simply love them... Thankz girls... :)

2008-01-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

-=BuSy aNd Busy=-

hAa.. jus submit another project this morning... so two project down.. Fantastic.. bUt i does not hab too much rest.. SupEr Lack of SLEEP!!! need my sleep back.. haa.. another 2 more project to go and 2 more presentation.. so After this i going to have a good rest... i wan to go genting after my exam.. anyone wan to come along.. want to getaway from this busy life.. hAa.. Anyone interested call me ya...

Anyway i quit bodyshop.. tml is my last Day.. haa.. so any one want to get anything come and look for me.. haa.. from 2pm to close... LASt DAY le.. gonna miss my colleague and frens.. hAa.. wonder when will i meet them again.. haa..

BTW got pp asking me about whether i'm going to uni.. i still thinking.. cos feeling like working... my mum going to quit also.. so no money for uni.. haa.. so gonna think abt it carefully.. hAa.. when will i meet up the jurong gang, Sqs gang And the VBAll Gang.. hAa.. mEEt up Soon on MarCh.. hAa... cyAz..

2008-01-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

-=bUsY=-

wOO... being busy with test and project.. but luckily the test is finally over and i think i gonna fail... so no point talking much abt it.. hAa... As for the project... there's one gonna due this wednesdae, fridae also and next wednesdae.. so busy sia.. no time to even meet up with fren or do my CNY shopping... haiz.. gonna busy till 4th of feb which is like a few daes b4 CNY... So ShitTy... hAa...

Todae went for a talk on degree course.. well if i study for that degree, it gonna take me another 2 years... and the fees is like so cheap loh... about 6000 for a YEAR... can u imagine... hAa.. talk to my parents during dinner.. they stared at me with big eyes.. lolz.. my dad tot that i can use CPF deduction.. but don think so.. lolz.. still thinking whether to continue anot... cos jus 2 year and i can get my degree... will be thinking.. cos the course is like only 20 month... and i got exemption for the first 2 years.. tat was like so great... hAa.. so i only study the 3rd and 4th year... will be considering.. meanwhile u all help me decide.. hAa..

gOOd neWs.. let congrats yEe for getting her driving license... with a score of only 10 points.. cheers.. wonder when she can drive me go gai gai... hAa..

okie.. done with blogging.. back to project!!!!... cyAz..

2008-01-22T00:29:00.000+08:00

alamark

i

like

veri

long

nber

blog

le...

hAa...

So

mAny

thing

to

do

so

little

time...

hAa..

PS: yEe.. I BLogGed...

wahahaha

2007-12-11T00:04:00.001+08:00

-=Post birthdae PosT=-

HAa... thank everyone for the presents and wonderful dinner with my gang... DeAr brought me a new Mp3 as my old one is spoilt... Huiyi and gang brought me a nice casio watch, it has all the function that i wan and a nice heart shape thingy inside, love it so much. ThanKz... Michelle brought me a Charles and keith bag... This BAg jus Come in time... hAa.. thankz..

Todae jus had a small celebration with my gang. They were celebrating kat and my birthdae.. hAd a wonderful dinner with them... hAa.. jus love them so much, they always filled my life with laughter and craps... hAa... TaBby thankz for the belated wishes from u ya... hAa...

Thank everyone for celebrating the birthdae with me... LoVe yA sOoOO muCh.. hEe...

-=fren=-

i'm still trouble and thinking of ur problem every nite... Cant even seems to stop thinking... thinking wat should i talk to u, how to start a conversation and how should i face u... all seems to be in my mind... although i'm in the mist of project, but i seems to keep thinking of u... hope u are more sensible now... i jus hope u will live happier.. put all the troubles behind and start a whole new life... how i wish we will back in the past... I haTe To gROW up!!!!!!

BeEn StruGglinG.......

2007-12-06T00:38:00.001+08:00

-=fEelIngs=-

There are alot of different feeling inside me... happy, sadness, anger and lots more... It is wonderful that i have survive this 23 years of my life... But for this year, it will be a memories that i could nber forget.. When two good frenz of mine broke off as sister, frens and even soulmate... it is hurting to c this scenario.. there is nothing to salvage... i feel sad because both of them are my soulmate, frenz and even my family memebers... they are impt to me... being with me throu my ups and downs, giving me the attention i wan, listen to all my craps and stuff, they nber fail me... but it was i who fail them... i fail to help them patch things up, fail to stand behind them and give them a pat, fail to listen and fail as wat a fren shld do... but everything is over now... i am still struggling... hope to c the frenship can patch things up... hoping to c my fren stand up again... why is the world so cruel... we jus wan to be a normal person... is tat really so difficult...

-=birthday=-

thank my family, dear, huiyi, berlin,xiao jun, serene, kris, hwee koon, gernice, pat, felice, nihui, lydia, pokie, kathleen, zhirui, amanda, jocelyn, juliet, tiffany, fanny, semanter, jason, lina, jamie(sister), janet, julia, jac, ah kim, all to those if i forget ur names here.. for wishing me a happy birthdae... getting greeting from all of you make me feel remembered... Thankz... With hugs and kisses... i love u all!!!!!!

-=back to school=-

there are so many thing to do so little time... have to rush throu all my SIP project and journals... no time to even take break now.. my mind is in a mess.. don realli noe how to start... Hope i can get back into situation now...

2007-11-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

HaLo EveryonE... todae i'm at ger's place. so i can make use of her laptop to blog.. eh... i don wan to blog de.. but my fiancee (elsa) ask mi to blog.. lolz... let mi think wad to blog ahz..

erm.. being veri busy recently... still no laptop... cos is at dear's place... Todae dear go chalet loh.. he having fun there den i have to work.. so sianz...

i have been having late nite supper recently... haiz.. sian.. wad am i going to do... Stupid DEar sae i'm not going to lose any weight...i must realli have the determination to lose weight... u all wait and see ahz.. lolz...

Less than half a year, i'm going to step into the society.. i'm realli veri scared.. cos i don have any goal in mind... don noe wad job to find, don noe whether to continue studies... i feel so useless... Everyone have a goal in mind.. except me... hAiz... where is my direction????

Recently my frens in in love... it's glad to see someone love them and cherish them... cos i noe i cant be the one who is always there for them... Sometime i feel so guilty... As a fren i don noe much abt them.. cant be there when they need me... All these while they are always protecting me from any possible danger... i feel glad to have them at my side... i thank god for these frenship..

I got alot of thing to blog.. but suddenly i cant remember anything... Maybe i'll blog next time.. School is starting soon hope i can concentrate on my studies and hope to have a goal and direction in my mind...

Shall blog till here... hAa.. got one page le lah... byEee...

2007-11-02T02:30:00.000+08:00

okiE lah i'm going to blog can... lolz... alot of pp sae i nber blog... cos i don have my laptop ma... so how to blog... ERm... been veri busy lately...

got christmas training on mondae at Grand Corpthone... so Qiao ahz.. law's sister working place... The training was fun and i won myself the best Sales Advisor... But i'm not going to be a Sales Advisor forever... I must think far ya... But working there was fun and i really enjoy myself.. esp with J and J... i thank J and J for teaching me new thing and allow me to learn alot of thing... den at grand corpthone, saw law's sister julie, i and yi was so suprise to noe that she actually noe us.. lolz... she look so pale now... last time she was so pretty now lack of some energy...

Shall write till here... super tired liao... ByE....

PS: STUPID LAW.... u also don have blog le... Still ask mi to update onli... idiot!!!! lolz... KEep In contact....

2007-08-18T01:20:00.001+08:00

-=changing=-

how i wish time will go back to the past, where all of us are native... people all around me are changing... i am changing too... but is changes gd? i wonder.......

2007-08-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

-=L.O.V.E=-

i don noe how to start writing todae... cos i jus heard smth new... a story which make my heart cry... i used to be so native towards love.. i tot loving each other is a blessing... but tat's more than to love... it is to sacrifice... if u wan the other to be happy, sometimes there need to be sacrifice... it can be placing him/her as a priority... or to give up on him/her... well... wad i heard was a real story tat happen around me... but i'm not going to write in the story.. cos i don think there's a need to write out other people privacy... i jus noe tat if two person can be together must be a miracle... i jus hope tat everyone cherish their the other half don ever wait till u regret it...

PS: i can always be a listener to you, if u ever need me to...

-=To my dear=-

i nber know how luckily i was... always demanding more from you... but till todae i slowly recall the things u did for mi, the memories u gave me and the effort u put into our relationship makes me realise how fortunate i was... i jus hope tat i can change for the better and not to make any trouble... i thank god for giving me such a wonderful dear...

Don envy others cos u maybe more fortunate then them...

I PRAY FOR GER RECOVERY.....

2007-07-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

-=Thank God for friends=-

i think i m lucky cos i have lots of wonderful friends... there are always right beside me... giving all the support i need... lydia and zhirui thankz for the project that u all have helped me... forgive me for being late all the time ya... huiyi thankz for always acc mi... bee thankz for sending me home everytime without fail despite of how tired u are...

Xiaoli... i somehow think we are drifting apart... i nber forget the friendship we hab... i nber want to give up... u are always my best friend that is the fact u cannot change... i hope u will recover from aLL the misery and hope u will recover soon... i love u...

2007-07-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

-=fever freak=-

haiz... this few daes the weather is so weird... It rains den it shines.... so Freak right... Lots of people is sick and having op.... I pray for them to get well and recover soon....

i don understand how guys don understand wad a girls is thinking... haiz.. i'll give up... no matter how i try to understand i still don get it... i losing faith and giving up...

I pray for world peace not not world end...

AMEN....

2007-07-05T00:43:00.001+08:00

-= life is so unpredictable=-

got lots of thing happen this few weeks...

First i'm going to talk abt sad events that happen... my fren is in hospital... he met with a serious accident at tampines when he was on the way home... he may not even be a normal person again... i suddenly feel so sad for his parents and gf.... i still remember the time when we first work at life... suddenly this accident jus happen... i really cant take it... i feel that his will of living is so strong... he nber try to give up even if he is using life support machine to support his life... i jus feel that such a promising guy have met with such an incident is really not worth but we leave his life to god ya.... i jus wan to say there are alot of pp who are trying to stay alive, yet alot of pp because of relationship wanted to commit suicide... i don think it is worth for doing that... i hope if we can change life might as well those who wan to live on live and those who wan to die go and die... jus hope that u pp cherish ur life... i wan everyone to live on happily...

Second, i am going to talk abt happy things.. hAa.. lydia... my super duper pig fren have got herself a bf... i don noe it's the guys misery or lydia.. hAa.. but i wan to wish them happiness ya.. hAa... i felt so happy for her that almost everydae in sch i tease her.. lolz... But now she looks pretty and also slimmer ya.. hAa.. keep it up girl.. hAa... anything can call me ya.. will be there to listen ya.. hAa... ni yao xing fu wor.... hEeEe...

lastly is i got lots of project to do.. hAa.. i hope to complete it soon ya.. new job was fun but super tiring.. hAa.. but i like the place ya.. the staff was gd too... jus cant wait to start attachment soon... lolz...

last but not least.. PP if u are feeling down moments in ur life... try to talk to a fren.. although they cant help... but at least they are willing to listen... i jus hope the world will be a better place to live in... nitez pp.. tAtaz....

2007-06-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

-=busy=-

Ok... glad tat i have jus ended test... so starting new work todae... was quite relax... hAa.. todae quite busy cos todae got alot of pp... janet manage to help me pluck eyebrown and do a full make up for me... i quite like it compared to the previous one i did... nber take any pic cos my hair was in a mess... Yi start work tomolo.. hAa.. maybe i shall visit her tomolo after work... lolz... although work was relaxing, but i hab to memorise the product by hard... Know their usage and wad skin type for which... ARGh... brain burst sia... going to work tml at 10.30 so i shall not blog any further... brought quite alot of makeup todae.. broke le.. so don try to ask me out... hAa.. going to save my money for driving and rainy daes... hAa.. tataz.... God Bless...

2007-05-27T03:02:00.000+08:00

-=diao=-

i do project do till pek chey ahz... i sianz sia.. wan to watch mob tv... but cannot cos xiaoli watching.. i think i wan to slp le.. so tired... haiz... nitez...

PS: KOH bEe HUI... u tell yEe the wrong singer and she sent me the wrong song... u better give me ur disc.....

$#$%#@#4@#!@@$#%@$%@%

wahahaha....

2007-05-24T01:58:00.000+08:00

-=buSy=-

okie been veri busy recently.. I having lots of outing and working as well.. so quite packed with all my timetable... Thankz to fren for keeping my busy.. hAa... going out late at nite and thankz lydia, zhirui for doing all the project.. i admit i have been veri slack.. wadever thing i don noe.. i jus sent to lydia.. but i will try to do it first den i will sent to her... so SorrY lydia.. for making u so buSy.. anyway recently i have been suaning her.. i think quite alot of times.. hAa.. think she cannot take it.. hAa.. okie i will try to cut down k.. hAa...

-=relationship...

There is a reason y i blog in the middle of the nite.. i jus couldnt get to slp.. i think i need to vent out my feelings... Although been together for so long.. Wad do u actually noe abt me.. i hab been struggling.. i noe that u are gd to me.. but somehow... i did not see ur love or concern for me.. Even i didnt call u at all, u don even realised...do u take the intivitative to call me? u are having ur holidae nows but u wont even bother to call me in the evening.... i am always the one doing tat??? cant u see that the calls i made are lesser and lesser.. i am tired of doing all the calling.. even if i reach home, i cant even get u.. cos u are already sleeping... pp sae tat the start of relationship is the honeymoon period... ya i think so.. cos after wad u did in the first one yr, i wont get to see it in the second or third yr... ya u can sae i always with my fren or i'm at work.. but ask urself do u offer to take me out? even if we go out, it is in the accompany of ur parent... I like ur family, but dont u think we shld have some personal time? i noe tat u don like to go out.. i also nber force u.. but once in a while doesnt hurt rite... if u scared tat i'll spent ur money, tell me straight into my face... don always keep everything to urself.. i'm not god.. i don noe how u feel... wadever i sae seems to be no interest to u.. wadever u tell me, i will listen and response... u are not supportive in wadever thing i do... Is tat wad you can only do? u ask me to do things for u... i try to do it.. but how abt u... honesty if u don have a car, i will be much more happier. i Don need u to sent me throu and flow work or sch... pp can enjoy courtship... but i cant.. cos my bf have a car and everytime after work is going for supper or home... tat is the only thing we do... Everything must wait till i sae... cant u give mi some surprise? i realli don remember wad memories u have given me... My memeories are only the times and days stayed in ur hse? is tat all? i am jus a normal girl who need attention and love.. i wan someone to listen to me, care for me when i'm down, supporting me or encourage me... if tat job or things really cannot be help den i wont mind ur unsupportive way... wadever i ask u... u onli know how to sae "anything".. is tat all u can sae? haiz... i realli don noe wad to sae... i admit i also not the person who is romantic.. tat's y sometime i jus wan to find someone who can give me... but if i cant, also nvm... cos i noe tat u are like tat straight from the start... My fren use to tell me... tat those born in ur yr was a great guy or man... honesty, after i saw my fren broke up, i sometimes do qns myself , are u the right guy? u wont be like them rite? i'm not sure... there are times when u realli give me encouragement, like my studies... i realli appreciate tat.. cos i realli need tat encouragement... i try to be a better gf... tolerating all the things u don like.. but are u doing tat for me? i don wan to compare u with others cos i will be at the losing end... u have ur own gd qualities.. maybe in the first place we shld have known each other further b4 going on... i don regret my choice... cos i noe tat u can provide me with the life i wan... but can u provide me with the love and concern i wan???? Now i blog i jus wan to sae to u... maybe this is going to last for a while.. but please.. think abt it... can we do better? haiz... don feel like saying much... this is not going to do me any gd either... cos i am alwasy the one sae this and u always keep things to urself... If tat's the case i don wan to sae much... nitez....

2007-05-19T02:28:00.001+08:00

-=More OUtinG=-

Todae i went to church again... listen to god's words was good.. no matter how tired i am.. i don even yawn during the whole sermon... tat's was how great the presence of god is... Todae pastor kokhua talk abt disciple... If bee can lead me to god why not me leading others into it.. I don wan to force pp into doing things tat they don wan.. but if u ever have any bit of question abt asking me y i believe god... i can tell u tat i putting all my trust into his hands... cos i really see that working in my life.. Todae god touched my heart again... i cried...tears just flow down again... i think god did wan to make an impact in my life... i thankz god again for leading me back to the righteous path and my fren too... Seeing My best fren went to church and outings with us.. it makes me think of wad we did in sec sch... I realli miss those daes... we are having lots of activites in june.. so anyone wanna join? give me a call? hAa.... My frenz i love you all!!! more Outingz....

Todae is CCN day... SO the whole sch was so busy.. They are selling donuts, pizzas, cheese hotdags and etc.. but i didnt buy anything to eat.. cos i jus recover from stomach flu... Haa.. but todae jus ate chicken rice.. hAa.. dear saw this sure kill me.. lolz.. Lydia and i went around the whole sch and the whole sch was packed like sardine... Den i cannot tahan.. we quickly procced to Town to do our project...

After doing project, pokie also meet up with us and we went window shopping at Far eaSt... dEn went to find elsa, cos she helping her fren to work at far east... Den we chat with her for awhile den went shopping... brought a dress for myself... and brought chicken rice for elsa for dinner.. hAa.. after which Lydia went home for dinner, pokie also went home for steamboat... den i procced to meet bee and ger for church...

Hab a wonderful dae todae.. hAa...

To My DEar: I noe tat u don noe like me to go out so late... don ever think tat i neglect u ya.. cos u are always in my heart... no matter how late i go out.. i will still think of u... U must noe ma.. how can i always call u... i am a girl lei... so u shld be more "zhu dong" ma... HeE... i love u ya... i apologize cos i noe i everytime went home so late... but u cannot always give me angry tone hor... i try to go home early next time ok.. LOve u...

2007-05-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

-=Blogger=-

Omg.. i cant get in blog at all this few daes.. i think smth wrong either with my laptop or the blogger... now u need to log in ur google account den u can blog.. i think i got smth wrong with the blog... ok i did alot of wonderful things last week... i went back to church and it was awesome... the presence of god was there with me.. tears jus flow from my eyes.. i think i need to sacrifice some time for god... i cannot neglect god.. i tell bee that i will be going church every fridae to build my relationship with god.. my best fren is on her way to heal her wounds.. hope god will be with her.. i will pray for her ya...

life always have lots of conflict and neglects... Between friend, family or even loved ones.... but hope everyone will treasure everyone who are with u.. Don neglect them ya... Cos they maybe the one u need the most..

Everyone is sick, kat, huiyi, pokie,dear valmost all my fren.. must get well soon ya... Ohya.. maybe u all can try to drink one big bottles of water each dae after u brush ur teeth.. i heard that this are wad the army people are doing.. not sure whether they are gd but u all can rest.. GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!!! Faster back to ur self ya.. LOVe ya...

Okie todae went to have a tour on star virgo.. the cruise was so huge.. that we are lost inside.. the show was amazing and the food was gd... but it is expensive... hope i can afford to go soon... cos it was really a nice tour and relaxing place...

SHALL BLOG TILL HERE......

To be COntinued................................

2007-05-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

OMg... blogger now need to use google account to sign in.. so ma fan... i don noe how to display my pics siaz... hai... got to ask pp to help me.. i went fishing recently... caught 2 fish for 3 hrs... cant imagine tat siaz... i wan to die lah... need to improve on my skills if not waste money siaz... hAa... anyway the feeling of prawing it and cook it urself is so shiok... hAa.. somehow feel quite satisfied when i finally fish for the prawn.. hAa... Gambate....

tml finally start tutorial... so cannot play play le.. must study hard... i wan to faster graduate...
dear, juliet and bee are having exam... so gd luck and all the best to them... hAa.. get all Distinction...

derrick has started his new job.. hope he can faster get into the environment... hAa...

okie tat's aLl... for todae... cyaz...

2007-04-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

-=days of my life=-

hi people... i'm back.. hAa... aiyo i better do some tagging if not tab veri naggy... lolz... dear fren if u want the pic... have to wait for me to go back to sch and take from elsa... hAa.. well this few month i realli been through happiness and sorrow... during this few month i think i grow alot... i begin to open my eyes and see.. and not to stay in my own fantasy... i wish my fren are with me and not leaving me... as u can see... although i noe alot of people but best fren needs onli a few... i thank my fren for being with me...

-=Xiaoli=-

This girl i have known her for ten yrs.... she is always there with me whenever i'm down.. help me fiancially and manage my emotional... she is involved in my grown up process... she help me to plan alot of thing that i don even need to think... she lay ahead everything for me and always think in my ways... i never put myself in her position... she nber blamed me for scolding her when i'm down... she tolerate my behaviour and my childishness... Xiaoli although this yr is not a good yr for u... having all the problem to urself is not a gd thing... don forget... i may not be the yingying u have known... cos i have grown... sometime pp still think i'm so childish or wad but i don care... laughter is the medicine ya.... being sad and portray happy is hard.. but tat is life... i don wanna lose u... no matter wad u do please think of those pp who cared for u... i will always be with u emotionally... thank u for being a best listener and i'm glad to know u... god bless you...

-=huiyi=-

this girl have the same horoscope... but some how our thinking and behaviour is different.. she is the girl when u need her, she will be there... she can put down her things immediately and listen to u... i cherish our friendship... sometimes ur words is too hard for me to accept... words sometimes can be so hurting... i always blame her for thing that she doesnt done wrong... this is smth she is aware of... but she is always so willing to give a chance to explain myself... thankz... her best listener may not be me... but she is my best listener... i don care wad others see me but i mind how my best fren see me... if she is angry with me, we can be cold wars for weeks... i really hate tat feeling... i don wan my best fren to hate me or leave me.. cos gd fren i have alot but best fren i onli have a few... that's y i cant afford to lose her... i envy her for having those gd fren to be with her... althought she seems strong, she also need someone to care for her and love her... as a fren i hope to show her i care and concern.. but sometimes our character jus crash into each other... haiz... i hope i will change my attitude and behaviour....

-=SQS vball girls(bee,sandy,nihui, julia,jasmine,yongsing,huiyi,xiaoli)=-

we are all girls teams and worked together as a team.. having lots of fun and laugther together... being in sec sch was the happiest moment in life... being happy together, being scolded together, being torture, being playing and being sad together.... girls... it's being realli a long time since we ever meet up... is there anything more impt that relationship... i do hope we can meet up sooner ya... talking abt our life in sec sch...

-=RMT girls(lydia ,amanda ,pokie ,kathleen ,jocelyn ,zhirui ,serene ,xiaojun ,berlin hweekoon and kris=-

This girls impact me with a happening life in Temasek poly... without u girls i think i will be bored to death... having frenship is so impt to me... remember pokie was the first girl to talk to me.. making me feel welcomed... lydia is always the ah lian type.... kathleen always helped us in our projects... amanda wearing the old spec look so toot... jocelyn always remind me of food... serene always giving me super duper cold jokes, xiaojun always so polite... berlin always putting others first... hweekoon so skinny and kris so 3 8... hAa... thankz for adding colours to my life... l love u girls... having so many people in singapore, god let me meet u all... i thank god...

i don noe if i have offend any pp in my blog.. if i have i'm sorry... i jus blog to post abt my feelings... no hard feelings ya... going to slp le... SL tea party tomolo... cyaz....

2006-12-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

yoz girlz... if u wan the pics u have to wait for mi to refomat the laptop first den can le... hAa...

so long nber update blog le... thankz dear for buying this and tat.. hAa.. i wont anyhow spent money le.. heE... christmas is coming... don noe go where celebrate siaz.. mostly will spent my daes with dear... sorry gals cant spent with u all this yr... can come at find mi at suntec ya.. on 23 and 24 i will be working nitez shift... come find mi ya.. hAa.. cyAz..

2006-11-29T15:05:00.000+08:00

-=project fReak=-

okie this week got alot of project... going to die soon... den we don noe wad to do... den need to submit for consultation... okie fine.. going to die togther with the project... hAa...

dear going to come backtodae.. hAa.. heard tat he brought alot of thing for mi.. he better be cos he nber msg or call mi... till i msg him... okie i going to expect lots more.. hAa..

birthdae coming soon... so my gals don noe wad to brought for mi.. okie girls... no gift are needed... a happy birthdae from all of u will do... hAa... cos this is the first time i'm celebrating in sch as i wish... hAa... i'm going to have interview on tat dae... SIanz.. hope to do well and don tremble... haA...

2006-11-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

-=lovesick=-

haiz.. i miss my dear and i'm having lovesick.. dear nber call mi or sms mi.. jus miss him too much.. maybe he forgotten mi cos he's having so much fun now.. haiz.. i have to suffer lots of thing haven do... project, hw, test... all come like one shot.. haiz.. die liao lah.. I jus wan to GET HIGH!!! hAa...

went to hospital to see xiaoli todae.. she jus have a minor op... hAa.. on her way to recovery... going to her hse to c her again.. hAa.. hope i can finish my work at her place..

gtg... byE....

2006-11-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

-=Sianz=-

Dear go taiwan for holidae le.. left mi all alone in singapore.. sianz.. BUT i am going to have lots of activity this week.. hAa.. pamper myself with a new mp3 getting it on sat so great.. to use my own money to buy smth i wan.. hAa.. CheeRs... going to have test later.. wish mi luck.. haiz..

2006-11-15T01:52:00.000+08:00

-=Sick=-

sick sick sick... i'm really sick.. haa.. so happy to be sick.. it's been a long time since i ever experience fever, vomiting, flu, cough and etc (except for stomachache) wahaha... i got fever on sundae so didnt went for lesson. But i still online to do the discussion... damn sick siaz... cant even walk to take a drink.. no one at home to look after... My "daughters" (pokie, kat and lydia) knew tat i was sick... faster ask mi to take medicine.. hAa.. thankz girlz... lolz... it sometimes feel good that pp do remember you when u are not around.. hAa... dear called mi too.. wanted to bring mi to doc.. but i insist that i will jus eat a panadol.. hAa.. i managed to recover after a long nap... hAa...

todae went back to sch... down with serious flu.. lolz.. think i ate too much heaty food liao... need to cut down liao.. hAa.. todae we stay back to do our fashion merchandising.. need to prepare for the fashion runway... i think we are going to be design student soon... need to learn abt fabrics and then need to do runway.... i wonder whether is this part of the lesson... hAa... poor kat is our model.. hAa.. but we are having lots of fun.. lolz.. need to finalize everything on thursdae.. hAa.. so stay tuned... lolz...

shall do my Comm skill and fashion merchandise project now.. tataz...

PS :dear sae wan to fetch mi after training.. let's c whether he honour his words.. hAa... ^_^

2006-11-12T02:08:00.000+08:00

it's jus to hard to please everyone... i wanted everyone to be happy, i wan to being with all the one i love... but i think it jus too hard... i cant enjoy the life i have.. i just want to throw everything behind and go to an island where no one noes me... but can i ? the ans is no no no no no no....... cos i cant bear to leave... haiz... stress is my name... sian is my nick.... tat's wad i am now... i'm so sick... still have to deal with projects... the word "projects" sux... i jus wan to enjoy... i m so old liao... y am i so useless... haiz... i jus wan to enjoy!!!!

2006-10-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

damn suay

todae went to malaysia.. suppose to be happy cos i brought alot of thing.. but in the end i kana caught by immigrant police cos i bring chewing gums in.. sianz.. don noe will get fines anot.. parents keep scolding, bf also scolding.. i noe it's my fault... okie don keep nagging at mi.. it will be best if i go jail like tat u all wont nag at mi.. i can have peace... FUCk damn suay.. people go ahead and luff.. cos i don carE!!!!!!!!!!!! haA....

2006-10-31T01:13:00.000+08:00

Todae went to sch to do e-tutorial.. alamak is online group discussion.. so sianz.. from 11-1 we sit in front of the com keep on discussing the qns.. hAa.. well i nber did my homework so i anyhow write.. hAa.. den i was chosen as the leader for the first semester.. sianz.. leader need to do summary.. lucky pokie, kath got do.. can extract from them.... joy type alot too.. hAa.. den kat help mi do another qns.. if not i going to stuck there.. hAa.. thankz kat...

pokie is sick todae... i think is the lolipop tat she ate.. hAa.. cos her junior give her and nber give us.. so she got sick... hAa.. Erm... pokie get well soon.. dRink more water k.. haA.. joy also sick... nowadaes more pp are getting sick.. elsa also sick, dear also sick.. how come i nber get sick.. sianz.. come pass the virus to mi.. hAa.... den can skip sch.. lolz.. okie this week sch is short... onli going on mondae, wednesdae and thursdae.. cos this week is fieldwork.. hAa.. oh ya.. and tat lily lim change our lesson from mondae to wed... if not i m not going to sch on wed ok! have to go jus for her lesson.. think she is busying beautify herself.. but the fact is her face doesnt change at all.. it looks the same old ugly okie.. hAa...

todae went back to sch to do scorer. helping the teams out... we did the guys one so first match is tp vs np!!!!! and we WON!!!! second match is ITE vs SP... sp won... But i think ITE did well too... cos they realli fight... but the point doesnt seems to be moving... TP girls won their match over ITE... CONgraTs girls.. hAa... ALL TEAMS DID WELL TODAE... CHEERS!!!!!!!! hAa... HOpe to c two tp teams into finals... jia you!!!!

okie.. now for the finale... todae i going to malaysia.. with my two good frenz.. elsa and gernice hAa... i think going to do rebonding tomolo... hAa... despite alot of pp sae i shouldnt hAa.. dear also sae i should not.. but i realli one to do it once in a yr.. i don like my hair to be so messy.. like it to be smooth and straight.. hAa.. think tomolo the girls need to wait for mi le.. sorry girls.. hAa.. okie write till here... pplive here i come!!!!!!! lolz..

cyAz... ^^

2006-10-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

Is loving someone jus by giving in?

Is loving someone jus by obeying what he/she sae?

Is loving someone giving up freedom?

Is loving someone must give up his/her frens?

Do we really need to fall in love?

sIghz.............

Don envy others cause each person have their own personalities.....

I try to believe tat every decision i make is rite but u proved mi wrong....

should i try harder or give up....

Relax and be happy.....

Ps: All my fren enjoy urself.... Haa...

2006-10-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

sUnDaY

sundae was lydia's birthdae.. we celebrate with her at bugis when to eat steamboat and we gave her a water dispenser for her birthdae.. hAa.. brought a heart shaped stawberry studel for her ... hope she like it... den we went to TCC to sit down and relax... hAa.. saw my godbro (shao sen)... he was working there.. hAa.. we chatted till 10 den kor treat mi eat cake... hAa.. so nice of him.. hAa.. All my fren sae he is so polite.. hAa.. i think act one.. lolz... next time go c him again.. hAa...

mOnDAY

WOoHoo... finally back to sch.. cant slp for the whole nite... so tired siaz... sch was the same and we got a irritating teacher.. haiz... maybe going to fail soon.. haA... class end quite early as expected... but i hab to go work instead of joining them for bubble tea... felt so restless at work... not enough slp causing to me to feel dizzy... but managed to close the shop.. hAa..

TodAy

todae is hari raya... hAa.. so can stay at home and sleep.. hAa.. so tired.. yesterdae cant get to slp.. think i haven use to slp early yet... hAa.. dear todae went to meet his fren to study.. cos tomolo is his first paper.. Good luck dear.. must Jia YOU le.... and juliet too.. hAa... todae still must work.. sianz.. hAa... going to get prepared liao.. cYAz..

2006-10-20T02:40:00.000+08:00

-=gathering=-

oh.. todae went ktv with lydia, kat and pokie... hAa... we sing from 2-6.. so shiok... it's been a long time since i ever went ktv... hAa... i think the time also not enough for us.. hAa... den lydia went to meet his fren eugene for movie.. hAa.. they are jus normal frens.. but i help her brought a couple seats.. hAa.. if they realli happen to be together... they must thank mi cos i help them to get a chance to sit so close to each other.. whaha... i realli admit if pokie and kat can be a private investigator, they tailed them all the way to cine... hAa... den we act as if.. we bum into them at yoshinoya... haaa... Oh ya and someone actually came up to pokie to ask her for her number.. hAa... is this an old method? hAa.. but still people still use it.. hAa...

After tat i meet up with fanny, tiffany and josh for dinner at a japanese restaurant at starhub centre... the food was nice... and if u are a uob card holder u can get a further 10% discount... the place was advertise by weilian and joi.. they are well known for their paper steamboat... the seafood was sooo fresh and it's worth the money.. hAa... u can check it out at the website : www.waraku.com.sg for the price and the food served there... hAa..
hab a veri tired dae.. think i gonna rest now.. nitez pp.... ^ ^

2006-10-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

-=Busy and tired dae=-

todae is a busy dae for mi.. hAa.. cos i finally went out with my girls (pokie,kat and jocelyn)... the organiser(amanda) didnt join us cos she not feeling well.. still sae wan to bring mi go buy bag... make mi happy for nothing... hAa... we went to long john for lunch den buy lydia's birthdae present... walk the whole bugis and cant find smth nice to buy for her... she veri troublesome... but in the end we did buy a present for her... hAa... cannot put her cos the rou bao will see.. hAa... she lei.. go watch movie also bo jio... nowadaes rich liao loh.. buy this and tat.. hAa.. later complain no money i sure smack u to mars.. hAa...

After tat dear come and fetch mi.. cos need to go his hse for dinner... den he buy a small small sucker fish todae.. hAa.. veri active.. swim here and there to eat shit.. lolz.... everytime go dear's house his mum would cook alot of dishes.. wan to slim down also cannot cos always got good food... hAa... stay at his hse and watch tv till 11.30pm den went home.. super tired.. nowadaes my eyes veri pain... think because of the haze... affect my eyesight... haiz.. need to drink more water...

tomolo acc lydia go sing k... hAa.. it's been so long since i ever touch the mic.. hAa... going to sing till i got sore throat tomolo.. hAa... i going to meet another group of my galz after tat.. so excited nber see them for a long time.. miss them... hope tomolo we'll have lots to talk.. hAa...

hAa.. shall end here... nitez my viewer.... ^ ^

2006-10-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

wOohOO....

last week finally quit my full time job.. finally can rest liao.. hAa... finally can get to play mahjong with my IMH.. hAa... dear join in the game too... had a game b4 we start sch.. hAa...won a few dollars... hAa... watch gong this few daes... so touching siaz... i like the movie... the prince at first not so handsome but i begin to like him siaz... cool lei... hAa... everyone shld watch tat show

miss my HPG gang, nber c them for one whole month except lydia and amanda.. hAa.. lydia's birthdae coming soon.. must ask her treat us go eat... since this month she got work.. hAa... den we buy her gifts.. lolz.... think she will scold mi siao... cos she only noe how to scold tat.. hAa...

tomolo going malaysia.. hAa.. go walk walk.. talk a break b4 sch start ya.. hAa... hope tomolo's trip will be an enjoyable one...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO LITING AND JOAN!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-09T14:55:00.000+08:00

so boring... dear took my vcd which i lent from xiaoli... den got nothing to c... i tomolo last dae... hAa... shiok ahz... den i can chiong my vcd... hAa... i wan to watch alot of movie... jus caught a show with dear on sundae... we watch "stay alive" so scary.. my heart nearly pop out... but not bad lah.. the last ending i don get to watch.. cos all the people leaving le.. den we watching midnight so hab to leave too... haiz... thursade going sentosa with elsa and andrea... hAa.. sun tanning!!!!! den got to work also.. sianz... but need to save money.. so hab to work.. hAa... okok... cyAz... hAa...

2006-10-06T23:01:00.000+08:00

Back to my blog.....

wooo!!! miss my blog... hAa.. if i not going to blog.. alot of pp will kill mi.. hAa.. better don let them flood mi with their words.. so i start my blogging again.. heE..

i start work at Carrier Pte Ltd not a veri good admin job but at least i get to learn alot of thing... There is this full timer, Her Name is Miss Tan. She is patient, willing to teach mi and always give mi a smile when i did wrongly. She also brought mi a chip and dale as a gift... Recently i was so in love with chip and dale didnt except to get that too.. hEe.. ^^... Tot todae was my last dae but hab to extend for two more daes.. sad ah... still need to go back.. jus hope this two daes will end early.. hAa...

Todae i apply a half dae.. cos need to go buy mooncake for dear's parent and also dear's gift... tell u all smth.. tomolo is my dear dear birthdae and also the vivo city openings... so next year when vivo city celebrate it's anniversary dear maybe can get alot of discount.... maybe free clothing, furniture, movie ticket and etc.... hAa.. so shiok ahz... ^ ^

i call xiaoli todae and wanted to get vcd from here but she went out le... den manage to meet her on the train.. i decided to go taka to buy my mooncake.. she suggest mi to buy bakerzin mooncake.. actually veri sweet but tasty.. hAa... managed to eat one b4 dinner... ^^... reach taka went to find lydia... who noes all her mooncake all finish liao.. if not i sure buy from her... she let mi try the green tea flavor but she give mi a long strip of green tea flavor(like shit) but taste delicious... manda was also working as a promoter for mooncake den she come down to return her shirt. We went for lunch at kfc den when we get back there.. the in charge ask her to knock off for work... i think she was blur... but her in charge quite fierce.. i also don like her.. her other colleague was nice.. den we stand there till 4 plus cannot decide where to go... so i go off first... cos dear was celebrating his birthdae todae... his mum prepare a delicious steamboat for him so need to go there early.. BUT who noes.. stupid dear dear go play mahjong make mi have to go Bukit Panjang Plaza to walk here and there... everytime make mi wake de... smack him siaz... hAa...

hA! i finish the steamboat.. was so full and cant finish the food cos his mum prepare too much liao... Oh ya... i brought dear a pouch... maybe get pay liao den treat him go eat... he so greedy... ask mi to give him cash rather den present... haiz.. so money face... ^^...

haiz.. have to think where to go for our old girls meeting.. i need suggestion any gals got idea where is a great place to eat.. haa... tag mi k...

LEOW HUIYEE YOU STILL OWE HIM A PRESENT !!!!(WRITTEN BY BRYAN)

Have a nice holidae... HAPPY BIRTHDAE DEAR!!!!

2006-09-27T00:44:00.000+08:00

DONE! BETTER BLOG LOH.

IF NOT I DELETE AWAY.

WAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHA....................

bye yY!

2006-09-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

i'm changin yY blogskin now.
she gave me wrong password and id.
cheat my feeling!
nvm.
i shall be gd.
so people, come back in a while to check out now!

with love;
her fren!

2006-05-29T11:21:00.000+08:00

-=MOS=-

LASt sundae was berlin's birthdae... so we went to ministry of sound.. first time there so veri excited.. hAa.. we went with sandy, elsa, berlin, alp, sylvia, kris, alvin and three of alvin's fren.. hAa.. alvin sign us in so we no need to pay at all.. hAa.. thankz to alvin.. hEe.. it was so fun.. but there was alot of pp so veri crowd cannot be realli crazy tat dae.. hAa.. but we took alot of pics tat dae.. hAa.. guess wad we actually took it in the toliet.. hAa.. the toilet was damn big siaz.. lolz.. realli have alot of fun.. HAa.. but i stil prefer zouk lah.. hAa.. i wan to go again.. whose birthdae coming ahz.. jio mi go lei.. hAaa...

2006-05-17T16:43:00.000+08:00

-=yoz=-

hi pp i'm back but my blog is still under construction ya.. hAa.. yesterdae was a sucky dae for mi.. cos i'm in a bad attitude.. hAa.. towards my fren and dear.. so sorry to everyone hor.. hAa.. but todae quite siao for mi... cos i m mad.. lolz.. todae have volleyball training.. so sian.. and hor i veri bad news.. my brother's laptop is down.. plus my com down.. so i cannot play maple for two weeks.. sad rite.. haiz... onli can go dear dear hse play le.. hAa... haiz.. hope my brother's laptop faster go repair... it is boring without maple... hAa.. okok.. write till here le.. cYAz.. hAa..

2006-05-03T13:38:00.000+08:00

-=WOrking in PRogreSs=-

PLEASE WAIT.... HAa...

2006-01-31T18:27:00.000+08:00

-=My loved one=-

i think everytime i m rash in everything.. i nearly ruined my whole life.. i nearly lost the one i loved.. it is him.. i think in out relationship, i make alot of mistake.. y??? because he is the one always giving mi and i m always the one bullying him.. i think i have to repent.. cos i always don noe how he feel.. till todae wad his fren have told mi.. realli make mi think alot... i don wan to lost him.. i need to cherish him.. putting all my trust inside.. cos i realli love him alot.. i wont let him go le..

PS: thankz my fren for helping mi.. i will learn to cherish.. thankz..

2006-01-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

-=back to post=-

i wan to wish everyone a happy chinese year.. i think everyone are gambling and having fun.. but wad m i doing.. i writing my blog.. chu 1 and chu 2 i have been staying at home.. nber go pai nian.. Thankz for xiaoli asking mi out on reunion dinner but i don hab the mood.. this yr was realli veri terrible for mi.. i'm at home.. At least this two daes let mi relax for a while.. hAa..

but i was not veri happy.. i don noe y.. i hate tat.. i wan to stay at home n die.. if i can.. hAa.. everyone was having fun but i'm not.. i don blame anyone for tat.. don wan to disturb my fren.. i noe everyone is having fun...

I think this has come to an end of our relationship.. thank for being so gd to mi.. as a fren u have done ur duty.. but as a bf i don noe.. i don wan to comment on tat.. cos it's jus tat we are not putting effort into this relationship... i m not sad at all... i'm happy to be alone.. hAa.. everyone must feel happy for mi ya.. hAa..

To his fren hope u all take good care of him.. he is realli a good fren.. no matter wad happen to u all.. he is always there.. help mi take carez of him le... thankz..

HAve fun everyone!!!!!

2006-01-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

-=Hi eVeRyonE=-

Yoz.. it's veri long since i ever blog.. here i wish everyone a Happy chinese new year in advance.. hAa.. been veri veri busy in school as iVp also started.. all i can sae is god's grace.. we are into the semi although we lost to ntu and nus.. but by god's grace we are in.. Haa.. all of us will like damn happy.. We are not going to disappoint the sch n god again.. this time we will play together as a team ya.. Team mates jiayou le.. Love u To the core.. hAa..

-=preparation=-

So how was everyone's preparation to chinese new year.. hAa.. mine sitll ok.. hab a spring cleaning and arrange my clothes.. Haa.. now my room look clean and span.. Hope to get lots of ang bao this year.. hAa.. Wish to get my Nokia N70.. HAa.. ok tat's my CNY wish.. haA..

2005-11-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

-=ThANkz DeAr =-

dEar dEAr came and fetch mi on wednesdae.. which i was so surprise.. hAa.. cos my sch is at temasek lei.. not singapore poly.. hAa.. dear fetch mi, huiyi n andrea to geylang to eat beancurd.. hAa.. so nice of him.. i felt so sorry tat dae cos it was like so late and we even forget how to go.. have to make one u turn back... dear thankz for everything..

todae i went to his house after work.. den we watch online movie.. suddenly he jus pass mi my birthdae present.. i was like so shocked.. cos i tot he was playing a fool with mi.. i think the present must have cost him a bomb.. But i want to tell dear tat i love it alot.. thankz dear.. i noe tat all along he is doting on mi.. i m always the troublemaker trying to find fault on him.. hAa.. but he accept for who i m.. thankz dear.. words cant describe how much u mean to mi.. thankz for everything u done for mi.. i m touched by everything u done.. thankz..

2005-11-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

-=bAck To SCh=-

hAa.. finally back to sc after rotting for two months.. haa.. still miss sch.. but the time table cannot make it lah.. so tight.. cant even work siaz.. hAa.. but more time to do project n go out.. but no money.. sianz.. hAa.. saw my classmate all still as chatty as ever.. hAa.. luckily nber change class.. we todae start at 9 end at 11 so went for lunch at Cs.. hAa.. so many of us siaz.. hAa.. tat even the boys wan to look at us.. wahAhA.. first dae of sch is accounting.. sianz.. somemore the teacher cannot make it wan.. haiz.. faint.. don noe will fail anot.. hAa.. ok till here.. MapLing...

2005-10-25T01:43:00.000+08:00

there 's no topic again.. don noe wad i m going to blog.. now den i noe i don reali understand my fren.. although they are right beside mi.. maybe i reali neglect my fren alot.. until smth happen den i noe wad they are thinking.. i m abit slow.. don realli wan to use my brain n think.. i'm jus too lazy.. but i noe they are some pp who need more care n concern then i need.. i think i m fortunate to have all this fren beside mi all along.. thx buddies..

dear is having exam tomolo.. so wish him gd luck n get all the distinction.. hAa.. lastly.. dear i miss u...

2005-10-24T14:32:00.000+08:00

-=sux=-

early in the morning manager called to lecture mi again.. i jus hate the feeling... wanted so much to quit.. i cant tahan anymore.. the stupid manager.. who does he think he is.. i mean i got smth on den i late mah.. i told the full timer le.. doesnt mean i cannot come to work.. cannot work find replacement.. i hav found replacement but u don allow them to work... so y bother to sae so much.. i hate the manager to the core.. don compare mi with someone else.. i m who i m.. not for u to critisize or scold.. onli my parent can do tat.. u understand. idiot.. damn pissed off todae.. I WAN to QUiT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

-=disappointed=-

well todae suppose to be old girls gathering.. i m looking forward to this gathering.. but end up onli a few of us came.. quite sad.. some got exam, some tell mi b4 hand, some sick, some overslpt, etc.. all sort of thing.. well todae is realli a disappointing gathering.. i m not going to organise any more gathering anymore.. no doubt tat i wont attend any gathering.. still can ask mi to enjoy when there is onli a few of us.. luckily the rest of us did met up n hab some real talk.. make mi noe who i shld call or shld not call.. when there is an gathering again.. trust mi.. i wont organise anymore.. so saddening so disappointed..

Anyway the rest of us did reali enjoy ourself.. hAa.. have a super full dinner at marche.. after tat went for a little walk for hereen to plaza sing.. lolz.. den after bee came n fetch us go michelle hse to see the kids.. hAa.. don noe y.. but little jasmine was like so suprised when she saw us.. lol.. first time i saw her cry siaz.. lolz.. maybe is bcos so many pp tat's y she scared.. lolz.. hab a great talk with michelle.. knowing tat she hab hard time.. i will try my best to help her with the kids.. giving tat i hab onli little saving.. but i treat them like my own while i'm still not married.. cos it's so heart breaking to c her bearing all the problem n no one to talk to.. we seems to grow up.. thinking wad our future will be like.. the world is all about money money money.. without money u will die.. as wad yi sae.. without either love or money.. u wont be happy.. the world is so realistic.. hAa.. but hope michelle will go through the problem with us.. cos we will be supporting her whenever she needs us.. Take care michelle....

2005-10-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

-=???????=-

don noe wad will be in the topic todae.. cos i jus don noe wad topic to put todae.. don seem to be happy todae.. nber joke with my imp gang.. they will luffing their lungs out.. but i jus sat there quietly.. listening to my mp3.. but todae's training will fun lah.. we enjoy alot.. todae session end abit fast.. lolz.. we will half way enjoying.. den it jus ended..

-=relationship=-

it's a veri complicated thing.. must went through lots of ups n downs.. y cant a relationship jus be normal.. for mi.. i jus wan u to give mi the life i wan.. so who on earth can get wad they wan???

HAIZ......

2005-10-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

todae is miss debbie birthdae so i wish her gd health, StaY hAPpY n Of cOs StaY bubBLy.. hAa....

HaPpY BirThDAe DeBbiE!!!!!!!

-=SEntoSA=-

TOdae went TO sEntosa with my classmate.. suppose to be 11 but end up onli 7.. hAa.. but we have a great time over there.. playing beach vball, taking shots, tanning, swimming, kayat and etc.. hAa.. so fun.. i'm so tanned now.. hAa.. Become till red red like tat.. everyone saw mi like i was drunk or smth... hAa.. have a great fun with them.. hAa.. hope next time we will have the outing again... =p

-= the Gd Old daes=-

wad yi wrote in her blog touched mi.. i suddenly crying in front of the monitor.. wad she sae is true.. coach have aged.. he is like a father to mi.. i respected him alot.. if he joke with us, it will be like once in a blue moon.. but the way he carez for us.. realli shows tat he is a gd coach.. i miss the gd old daes in china, the training i used to have, the punishment we do and etc... i jus hope time will stop at that moment.. cos we will so childish at tat time.. but everyone of us have to grow up.. now many of us are going separate ways.. the usual laughter is no longer there... i jus miss the old daes.. jus hope every girls can meet up this sundae.. to mi there are my precious.. without them, there will not be any interesting story to tell my son or daugther in the future.. i miss every single one of u.. are u all thinking the same..

2005-10-18T02:46:00.000+08:00

-= sQs=-

wELl todae went back to shuqun to play vball.. hAa.. saw the new b girl... ok lah.. but look like c girl siaz.. cos all short short wan.. lolz.. cos the net was like veri low.. i even can block.. hAa.. but quite fun.. saw yong kwang, weihong n coach.. hAa.. coach nber change lah.. hAa.. but he still crap with us.. lolz.. i respect him alot.. to mi coach is like a dad to us.. hAa.. i fear him too u noe.. lolz.. he ask us wanted to play open cup next yr.. but yi cannot cos he promise michelle tat she will play for them.. there goes out best player.. hAa.. still having fun.. wanted to go on wed.. but is tat bing zhao.. so no one wan to go back.. hAa.. maybe next week ba.. lolz..

-=Tp=-

we will so late todae.. cos at first tot yong kwang going to send us there but in the end kana bluff.. lolz.. so we reach abt 8.. suppose to start at 6.30... so sorry to eve they all cos we everytime late.. hAiz.. but they still veri kind.. esp qian hui still tell mi abt the training thing.. hAa.. thankz QIan.. lolz.. having quite fun lah.. but think i sprain my thumb.. lolz.. hope tomolo will be fine ya.. n ya.. kris fool us siaz.. sae todae got super sale.. in the end nothing.. kana fool siaz... meeting my old girl this week don noe where to go siaz.. any ideas girlz... hAa.. miss u all siaz.. lolz...

2005-10-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

-=sEntoSa=-

todae went to sentosa with huiyi n nihui... tat nihui suddenly jio us to go beach tanning siaz.. suppose to meet 12 but i over slept.. hAa.. but we still went as planned.. hAa.. now all my body are aching all over.. hAa.. now feeling veri red and sunburnt.. hAa.. it's like so long i nber go.. suddenly become veri stupid.. don noe there's a but tat lead us directly to siloso beach.. hAa.. the sun was not strong todae.. maybe Blue Sun (derrick) nber go.. HAa.. hab some beach volleyball games with some stranger.. hAa.. den saw huiyi's fren.. we hab some candid shots.. hAa.. but it's all in huiyi's camera... hAa.. will post up soon if yi up post the pics.. hAa... we left at 5 plus went to harbour front for dinner after tat mi n yi went to coffee club for some dessert.. hAa.. EVERYONE out there the mudpie is damn nice siaz.. hAa.. everyone shld try it.. hAa.. ok.. tat's all...

2005-09-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

-=A million THankz=-

i thankz my fren giving the support i need.. we finally sort it out.. decided to carry on.. hope this time we will be sure whether we r suitable for each other.. i started to grow... letting the past behind mi.. i continued my life.. i thank god for the wonderful frens i hab for the best supportive parent n my cOol brother.. thankz alot.. i will learnt to grow n take things easy.. as wad tab sae.. "family always come first". i cherish my family even more....

2005-09-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

-=DeprESsEd=-

i tot tat we are alright.. but i think we are realli not compatible.. have u realli noe how i feel.. have u try waiting for ur love yet he don even call... i have told u tat we are not meant to be.. yet u don believe.. now i noe our difference.. u care abt ur fren n family more than mi.. while i place my fren n you in the first place.. i don wan to noe wad u are doing anymore.. ur concern is not my issue anymore.. please let mi go if u realli love mi.. i don wan everynight to be crying for someone who is not worth for mi.. i m getting veri sick n sad.. i jus wan to walk alone... without u there is still alot of thing i can do.. u wont be happy seeing mi still trying to drag on.. i need a break from all this..

-=rESult=-

Everything gd or bad i wan u to be the first to noe.. yet i c no point in it.. this time i'm happy for result.. whether u noe it anot.. cos it's doesnt make any differences anymore.. i thank god for guiding over my studies and my fren for being there for mi whenever i need them.. last but not least my family.. they are the one who are always beside mi.. i pray lord for guidance and leading mi to his paradise... Amen...