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HAlO DiaRy.. i MiSs u.. ThIs is THe place WheRe i cAN WrIte EveRYthinG i wAn.. laSt weEk HaVe a MisUndErsTaNdinG witH XiAOli N nOw we DOn eVeN COntact.. M i StiLL a FrEN to hER? Or The FrenSHiP Jus EnDed.. Her MinD is ALl DaRyl NOw.. everYwheRe she GoEs daRyl is With heR.. I'm Glad SHe FOunD HIm BUt DOeS TAt meAN sHe CAn NegleCt her frEnz? Do I Have a plaCe In HEr heARt.. Or is WhEn sHe nEEd Mi SHe WiLl COme TO mi.. i'm GetTing SicK of THis kInd Of life.. bUt tHere's NOthinG i CAn dO Abt it.. lEt it Be Ba.. i CANt be borTher AnyMOre..

=Mi N deaR=

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Ps: YEe Jia YOU.. DOn gIve UP On AnYTHinG Yet.. DOn caRe wAD TeACheR sAe.. proVe to HIm TAt wiThOuT HIm u CAN DO iT.. GOd wiLL alwAyS Be witH U.. :P